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If only pure sweetness was offered, then why's this bitter taste left in my mouth?" -afi
what else do I need to do? what else can I say? sorry? I have trained myself to love you. but you no longer look at me. why? what have I done to you? I tried so hard to be perfect. but you still throw me aside. I wish I was the symbol of passion. the passion that fills yours eyes. but I was always second in your heart. ~Almost Pefect But I Failed ~A Life Once Lost I always pictured you with flowers in your hair. dancing in the dry rain. you held color beyond love. yet the sensation to no longer walk in is alive. in my eyes and heart. and all I could ask was for you to love but I am guessing that was even to hard. breaking the snows silence and this was the end. ~Gentle and Elegant ~A Life Once Lost as I walked away scared. from the memories that I choked on. memories of you. wiping them away with glass. angels sing songs about you. they bleed in my dreams bringing those memories of you alive. as the angels fall to their knees. their wings were torn in my dreams. my eyes were torn to shreds. ~All Falls Rivers Failed ~A Life Once Lost I try and catch myself from crying but the tears are dead. I can cry on your command. I can scream making my lungs bleed. I can stare at a broken reflection seeing you laughing at me. I pretend so that I can kill you. pieces of my heart cut me like suicide. I crave her touch. I crave her kiss. I wish I fell in love and never wakened from it's slumber. I wish I fell in love. ~Why Do You Make Me Bleed ~A Life Once Lost
Let me rip the throat of your still warm body
As the sun died in the background of the autumn trees, the cries ceased
the damage has been done
it was your carless eyes
my heart pumps your rhapsody
i am running
nights turn into days
you already shattered
now we are here
i learned to break yesterday. All of the Alkaline Trio lyrics are worth reading.
The muscle and bone - they encase my heart but never touch my soul.
I've seen those eyes. I've watched them close at night.
And girl I hope you're not alone - and sleep through this weather "You're Not The One Who Let Me Down, But Thanks For Offering." - Archers Of Loaf
Its funny how,
I hope that dreams
Let me sleep some more...
sometimes we just have to let some things go
Tonight, at twelve, we change, ourselves
Watch us change
You'll be a ghost
We'll stay in this room
Watch us change
You'll be a ghost
I'll disappear
this planet wasn't made for me
approach light speed
trust me I
You'll bury yourself
so take your diamond bland shaped tears
I'm a 21st century digital boy "And I want to conquer the world, kill all the idiots, and make a brand new religion"~BAD RELIGION "You and me have a disease, you affect me, you infect me, im afflicted your addictive you and me you and me" ~Bad Religion "Why do we pity the dead?" ~Bad Religion *Wipe away my eyes, i have seen too much* ~Bauhaus "The sales climb high in the garbage-pail sky, like a giant dildo crushing the sun" ~Beck "One thing I learned when I was still a child was to be alone" ~Belle and Sebastian "one day we will all be in this soil... with no gods to slave to, and no heroes to kill for." -between the buried and me "I always wear a smile Because anything but a smile would make me have to explain And they wouldn't understand anyway I conceal my feelings so I won't have to explain what I can't explain anyway" ~Black Flag i will spit in your face, until I die, for who I am and what i've become, you could never understand, who i am, what i am, what i've become, I will spit in your face, until i die ~Blood For Blood
"Don't gain the world and loose your soul, "Fallen Angels never fully regain control" ~Boy Sets Fire "I hope you never look back and hate these days I held your hand" ~Boy Sets Fire "...And I'll remeber spinning around in circles, just anticipating what the next stranger is going to do to me. And I'll remember what you did to me..." ~Boy Sets Fire "a change... a turning...hearts that learn to love and forget to hate...the end of a system that makes us distrust each other...children's laughter...honest friendship...strangers trusting strangers...the end of nations...the end of war... then end of Religion and the genesis of love" ~Boy Sets Fire I am nothing. Mold me, make me into something you find worth in, deem special I am no one. ~Vehicle ~Boy Sets Fire A small dark place inside my mind will keep me safe and far behind. Where you can never hurt me again. The way you did and nothing can ever erase. ~Resection ~Boy Sets Fire How many sorries does it take? Well I'm sorry, yeah so sorry that you weren't cool enough ~Blame ~Boy Sets Fire "You can't look at the sky without looking right through it" ~Braid "It's not what you said, it's how you said it" ~Braid, stolen from Death of A Salesman by Arthur Miller and then ripped off by Piebald "She'd give everything for anything" ~Braid "And I would talk about this year if there was something to talk about" ~Braid
1:15 began with a phone ring
It was a wonderful puddle that I played in
And that's terrible when these evil white lies
It was a wonderful puddle that we played in "I dont want to be a part of music versus the heart!" ~Braid sometimes i can't see beautiful. i need you to show me secrets. can you breathe, so i can hear you. say to me that you're not leaving. ~Holly Park ~Brandtson Now and then it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate. You see your breath in the air while you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment. And you sink in your chair, brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away. You are not really sure what you are doing this for but you need something to fill up the days. A few more hours. There is a dream in my brain that just won't go away. It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago I'm standing on a bridge in the town where I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers. And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me. And I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark, for all those starving eyes to see, like the ones we've wished on. But now I'm confused. Is this death really you? Do these dreams have any meaning? No. No, I think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both. Something vague that we are not seeing, something more like a feeling. ~Something Vague ~Bright Eyes "now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers and layed entwined together on a bed of clover and left there to sleep left there to dream of their happiness." ~bright eyes "you said you hated my suffering and you understood and you'd take care of me. You would always be there, well where are you now?" ~bright eyes "from that same head you have twice removed a lock of hair you said would prove our love would never die. well ha ha ha." ~bright eyes "so please forgive what I have done no you can't stay mad at the setting sun we all get tired I mean eventually there's nothing left to do but sleep." ~bright eyes "i've locked my actions in the grooves of routine so that i may never be free of this apathy." ~bright eyes "so i stand in the sun and i breathe with my lungs." ~bright eyes "so i'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face, not this fucking wreck that's taken it's place." ~bright eyes "it all collasped as you clasped your own little piece of nothing you claim as your own." ~cap'n jazz "missed kisses blown through blue night air. walking you home with a bottle of boones between us. we're trying so hard to forget who we are." ~cap'n jazz "fire is motion. work is repetition. this is my document. we are all we've done. we are all we've done. we are all defenses. this is my document, is motion growth? and you are colder than old could ever be. and you are bolder than buzzing bugs" ~cap'n jazz Maybe I'll hold you when I cry...But maybe I won't. Its raining outside, of course we have to fight. ~The Casket Lottery My eyes are feeling heavy, but too much is on my mind. ~The Casket Lottery the coast tonight feels like home to me. i should stay all my life. all i need is salt and pepper sands and a handful of my best friends. ~A Thousand Oaks (Away From Home) ~The Casket Lottery Do you feel sorry for yourself? when you make the same mistakes, tracing your boy's hands. yeah, we all have regrets, and we all can make mistakes. tracing these old plans is code red. have you ever felt so bad? when youre hiding in your room, and you can hardly ge tout of your bed. youve got your hands behind your back. youve given up. yeah, weve all been there. we know how it goes. when youd rather disappear, then you might as well be dead. even i'll be holding on when the days get too long, its hard not to just hold on. you hope that its the end, tomorrow it starts again, and its impossible to be strong. even i'll be holding on to the times it all seemed gone. when all the problems seemed solved. days your back breaks, and only black is in your heart, even i'll be holding on. ~Code Red ~The Casket Lottery I lie awake after 20 years of sleep. learn to speak after 20 years of screams. am i coming in clear? calling you back home. do you recognize me? or has it been too long since...i got your message the wound is much too deep a cleansing is in order to make things neat. i'm calling you back home, do you recognize me, or has it been too long since i fell asleep? ~Rip Van Winkle ~The Casket Lottery "i'm so miserably pathetic and helpless again. i'm so little lying next to you, in this cold sweat of mine." ~coalesce "burn them, if your edge is so sharp it severs ties. burn them, if you've never been proud. burn them all." ~coalesce
Sleep deep, girl, dream well
How it was for silence to say some of the loudest of things And we won't be breathing in that same sun again. none of this will ever surface again. how we get older, how we forget about each other. and the angel falls to the sky. Raised and coiled she blessed this day she did. and it rings in our ears. she rarely flies anymore, burden broke her wings. and I know this ghost, I have seen it before. young it is the dying too fast, too soon, I'll be okay. the air thins in the quick and our lips move but we hear no sound. every time you justify, another good in you dies. faith and fear sears me, and love and you pull all the right strings. "how we get older, how we forget about each other," she said. entwined within the sadder of days. ~The Saddest Day ~Converge
These floods of you are unforgiving Theres reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last ~Counting Crows you tell me that love won't break your heart. i'll tell you yeah you live forever. in a lie you'll never see. say there's nothing to be afraid of. that there's nothing really there. but that was a long long time ago. raise your glass. raise your glass. to death the new revolution. to death the new revolution ~The Great Depression ~Cross My Heart wish i came with a kill switch. but i'm so energized. with love and lies and questions. like who the hell am i. who the hell are you. who the hell am i. how long must i wait. what the hell am i. what the hell are you. what the hell am i. how long must i wait. so i put my mind to the test. and now i'm on a quest to be the best. as i smolder. this is the way to kill. your wandering gaze. your dizzy haze. you're up in flames. tonight we'll light ourselves on fire. in spite of all the good days we've never known. we'll burn at the stake. ~Tonight We'll Light Ourselves On Fire ~Cross My Heart i'm thinking all about human condition. i wish that i could paint myself invisible. or at least take me out of the phone book. last night. i was ready to pull the plug. that fueled the light in my eyes. and i know i should be happy. i take my medication. cause it will make me happy. a psychosomatic way of life. maybe i'll fly down to mexico. just get me through the next seventy two. spinning around. my head is all over town. and i could love you better than he can. last night i was ready. and london bridge is falling down again. and i deserve to be happy. tonight i'll dream in the green green grass. and smile with smoke filled lungs. but i know i'll dream of a painful past. and sleep with psychotic eyes. and i know if i can. i'll try it all over again. so i take my medication. cause it will make me happy. and it will make me whole ~London Bridge ~Cross My Heart "the stars above have lost their shine, and so, my love, departs our sight." ~Cursive "When you're steady I'm just acting out my role, when you're ready I'll be walking out the door. Oh, foolish worker bee, I'm your fucking queen" ~Cursive "The night has fallen down the staircase, and I, for one, have felt its bruises" ~Cursive "Oh Cursive, you're so cool!" ~Cursive "let's pretend we're not needy. let's pretend our hearts still beat." ~Cursive "i don't want to be seen as a pretty thing because it's the pretty things that we're always breaking." ~Cursive "drowned, deep in this hole we've dug for ourselves." ~Cursive
Sleep, my Sweetie, let the days expire "I don't need your way of life. I can't stand your attitudes. I can do without your strife. I don't need this fucking world." ~Dead Kennedys
"Economy is looking bad.
Efficiency and progress is ours once more
"What's ripped us apart even more than drugs
Walk tall. Act small.
"Seems like the more I think I know
How many liberators really want to be dictators?
All religions make me wanna throw up
You don't want abortions, you want battered children "won't somebody please undo this dream?" ~Denali "in all this time i wait for you i staple down my heart." ~Denali "i'm in the same rotation, waiting on a clear reason why this is wrong way out." ~Denali I will never be safe, I will never be sane, I will always be wierd inside, I will always be lame ~Everclear If I were you I would hide behind that stupid bleach blonde hair now I've got no place to go I've got no place to go I've got nowhere no one I have given up on the sparkle I saw in you yeah that simple minded sparkle that I thought I saw yes I have wondered why you changed I like it when you were super loud.... ~Sparkle ~Everclear "Everybody wants the truth but everybody lies everybody wants some proof but everybody's blind so open up your eyes i really don't know much of anything at all but i'll admit we're all the same you ask forgiveness and you make the same mistakes and i'll admit we're all the same i want to know do these words mean anything? how can this life mean something more than what it seems? everybody wants equality but we're all prejudice we're all hypocrites everybody wants the world but we have nothing" ~I Want ~Face to Face "ever feel like there's so much more to life, but you just don't know how to reach it right now?" ~Fairweather "Suffered through tragedy of my slow decay, Deceptive tendencies dragged my soul away" ~Fear Factory All that I know there was no God for me, Force that shatters all, absence of mortality-Forsaken by destiny, forsaken by my own mind, I must remove my skin, to see belief in your eyes" ~Fear Factory
So withdrawn and feeling numb
Everyday I feel anonymous hate
"The concious mind is dead "For all the sleep you have missed here's what you show for this. Wake up, wake up, finish what you started" ~The Firebird Band "In you I see my end" ~The Firebird Band "But now she's turned a kind that isn't so much in demand, and all us vegetables can waste our time on someone else." ~Slow Nerve Action ~Flaming Lips "the shallow waters that you come upon show how empty your life truly is." ~from autumn to ashes "paint sarcastic smiles upon new wounds. tears of misery stain scar-filled minds." ~from autumn to ashes "i tie my arms to feel free. have you ever been free?" ~fugazi "you make yourself so beautiful, you make yourself so, so beautiful and now i feel like i'm going, i'm going to set myself on fire." ~fugazi "you can't belittle this, this could change everything. this one is mine to believe." ~further seems forever "Just one more time, just one more second and we'll be just fine.." ~Further Seems Forever "Say goodnight, means goodbye. Do you think my life will stop when your away?" ~The Get Up Kids "my relationship with reality, it comes & goes" ~GRADE "i'm strapped within the weakness of my uncertainty, my sexuality, and my inadequacy." ~grade "This is the time of my life, when everything is falling apart, and at the same time is all coming together" ~Grade "i am breathing, yet i feel no sky. things without wings have begun to fly." ~guided by voices The story of life is quicker than the wink of an eye. The story of life is hello and goodbye. Until we meet again. ~Jimi Hendrix "and if it feels too early to rise, lay back down and close your eyes. the war will wait for you." ~hey mercedes "there is grief in wisdom, there is sorrow in truth. yet, the heart of the wise is in the house of mourning." ~Hopesfall "Wash this from my eyes, all the sad goodbyes...Make me feel again." ~Hopesfall "and the way that you walk just makes me nervous inside. and the way that you talk, won't you come over tonight?" ~hot rod circuit "Breathe in, exhale, you know you taste like cancer" ~Hot Rod Circuit "Questions, you answer me with questions, you answer me with lies, one line at a time." ~Hot Rod Circuit "completions don't always come easy when you've gathered much too much to move." ~hot water music "but there will be times when it will seem like we are caught someplace in between the ocean and the storm without a shore." ~hot water music "and who gives a fuck what anybody says we'll live and love until we're dead holding on to what we've come to know." ~hot water music "we still wake up after we dream of the day we find ourselves free." ~hot water music can't think of turning back clocks can't run for what has been lost and we can't sulk in what once drowned us because we will drown again and cease to win the constant battles that we wake up with now stronger and warned we should live without scorn and renew what we can no year could cut us like that one is we don't sit and drown in wonder time passed we failed we crashed but who is to say we can't start over start now start right stay tight and we can live side by side ~Where We Belong ~HotWaterMusic we're still here scarred but here but then again we were invincible then we're still here just not like then without a care full of hate when we smashed for laughs and to prove to all fuckers we would quit school stuck ink and called the working man and the men who worked fools to hit bottom and to crash we though the last sight of us was the last sign of us we thought the last sight of us was the last sign of us we thought wrong because face to face here we stand strong but this time we stand for good ~Moonpies for misfits ~Hotwatermusic i can't look down on those that become found on their own or that walk to a beat they know they found alone i believe in change for inner peace and thoughts that ring us awake ~Another Way ~Hotwatermusic lets dance while we still can these days are numbered short we can watch moments pass or we can see them as our last and take them for all they're worth so lets dance while we can throw caution to the wind and roll on full force until drained so that burn remains through worst of times and not wait for another day or for the perfect day to up and rise we never know what new days take so why waste all the hours to grow with those we know and i'm asking why we waste time alone when we should know to roll on full force and take advantage of these days that shape our lives and not wait for another day just because we have not enough time to roll on full force till drained so that burn remains through worst of times and not wait another day or for the perfect day to up and rise off my ass out my front door and up to yours to sit down with a fucking cup of coffee and shoot the shit ~Moments Pass ~Hotwatermusic
And I just can't seem to get away tearing out the stitches leaving the holes behind i don't see shit in yesterday i just say fuck it to yesterday ~Hate Mail Comes In August ~Hotwatermusic i just might carve it in my skin so there is no mistaking it might tear the walls down with my hands if there is time i might spend every night just drinking it might be my mistaking it i might never stop the flame from burning so i ask myself again why do i let this roll my way as if i have a chance to change it fears: can not read them from escaping: might be all i have progress: do i need this from expanding i can never stop i can't stop to let myself wither but i can dream of an answer i won't stop to let myself wither so i fight this plague ~You Can Take The Boy Out Of Bradenton ~Hotwatermusic and the beauty wreaks my soul (and i'll see the light all night) and the power kills my will and this feeling leaves me cold ~Loft ~HotWaterMusic i'll let the truth encircle me it's a never ending fight but what's true will never die and we can take the power like we gave it so teach me something i'm wide open i'll teach you something if you listen ~Never Ender ~Hot Water Music words of war don't mean shit if the war's for nothing i'll wait for now so show me how this all works cause all these things just seem empty and that's what hurts so i can't help but to question what was real or what was concealed did you need to abandon and change face if you started today - would you miss it cause we've been blind i don't want to believe that the truth is lost so easily was it a mistake taken the wrong way through our worst days or did loyalty not mean a goddamn thing in the ending if you started today - would you miss it cause we've been blind and i don't want to believe that the truth is lost so easily so i can't help but to question what was real or what was concealed though trial and error did take place did you need to change face and abandon what was is real or what we felt pulled heavy weight what grounded us what astounded me was it all for nothing ~Alachua ~Hot Water Music i believe that there is more to life than just living and i don't see how you can stay so covered with cold i wish you would open up and shine the light that i knew ~The Bitter End ~Hot Water Music i've dropped my jaw and lived screaming no until i saw it did no good but i couldn't help but scream how cruel is it for a world to select what is or is not beautiful only fools live in the days where the sun rises to separate and segregate ~Dead End Music ~Hot Water Music show me how how to recognize a breakdown because i want to take it as it comes deal with what goes wrong with my chin always up and my feet planted sure in the ground ~Take it as it comes ~HotWaterMusic no i don't want to be saved from this world cause i believe it's beautiful and worth fighting for ~Wrong and Righteous ~HotWaterMusic let us know we're not alone thanks to the people who shared and helped us feel intact to come back shake it off and ride to rock again it's a lesson i didn't mind learning the hard way ~Western Grace ~HotWaterMusic i've gotten the scars to remind me i've watched the clocks go around i've walked myself through some days that have put me where i am in another time in another place all things might have been in place but for now i'm finding myself up here standing on a rooftop screaming ~Rooftops ~HotWaterMusic you're at war with yourself with space and time you'll find a breakthrough if you don't lose what's real you have our blessing clear your conscience and ride away ~Manual ~HotWaterMusic "you lied right in my face, you broke my fucking heart. one day, one day you tore my heart apart." ~i hate myself "there's a feeling that's inside me, telling me to get away, but i'm so tired of living, i might as well end today." ~Iron Maiden
In the same confusing breath, "I'm sorry that you're the one I love." ~The Jenova Project "I'm glad that I broke your heart, I'm glad I made you cry, glad i made you spend those nights alone without me" ~The Jenova Project "It's like they handed me my life...and for the first time it felt right." ~Jets To Brazil "I keep trying to find you somewhere smiling over me" ~Jets To Brazil You write the lie you'd like to be when your life looks like a book you wouldn't read." ~Jets To Brazil "And it's so nice stitting very still, without those old shoes I could never fill." ~Jets to Brazil "Be a believer, believe everything and you'll be right, half the time" ~Jets to Brazil "Time heals nothing by itself..." ~jimmy eat world. "Its only in your dreams but it felt like it was real" ~Jimmy Eat World sweet muse left me all alone ~Jimmy Eat World "You say the most beautiful things" ~Jimmy Eat World "Can't depend on honest answers from dependant hands, won't accept an honest answer from an open hand." ~Jimmy Eat World "I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through, I'm ashamed of the person I am!" ~Joy Division. "just for one moment, thought i'd found my way. destiny unfolded, i watched it slip away." ~Joy Division "Sha-la-la-la-la-la" ~The Juliana Theory "You're the dream that hasn't ended and I'm still anxious for rest" ~The Juliana Theory "I want to hold you forever in my arms, I want to kiss your tears away tonight, It's hard to give up on the one you never thought you'd leave." ~Brett Detar-The Juliana Theory "In one night you made me your own, in one hour you gave me away to the Angels." ~The Juliana Theory I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm given. Can you hear me now? Listen. Whispers in the rain. Listen. Don't push love away, you know you do. It's all we have. ~Dont Push Love Away ~The Juliana Theory Do you understand? The dream is over. ~The Juliana Theory Silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise. Listen to the silence. Open up your eyes. Do you decide what you hear and believe? Tell me who makes your mind up for you. Do you believe what you see to be true? Can you tell me who owns the truth? Who bought the truth? What is your disposition? ~The Juliana Theory Did you really think that it was over when you hung up the phone and said goodnight? And did you ever think that it would be too much? I can't leave without saying goodbye. So did you really think that you could take it? Could you make it alone tonight? I never could have hoped for anything more. Be my angel if you can, alright. You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight. So baby did you sleep an hour for me? How I wish I was there right now. I wasn't going to tell you I could change things. I'm afraid I never will know how. But I don't really think that I can take it. Will I make it alone somehow? So hold me in your arms before I leave you. I'll be back as soon as time allows. You always say goodnight, and you always say goodnight. Goodnight. ~YOU ALWAYS SAY GOODNIGHT, GOODNIGHT ~The Juliana Theory "you'll be anything you want to be you'll still mean everything to me so fly away across the ocean that day fly away and don't look back this way..." ~The Juliana Theory if i told you this was killing me would you stop? ~The Juliana Theory your star it seems to shine above the rest you're the face before the cameras the smile i'd like to earn the closest thing to perfect.....your the beauty that is deeper than eyes can merely see the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and i'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on and i'd love to be the friend you call when things are great you're the dream that hasn't ended and i'm still anxious for the rest your words they seem to hang above my head you're the bud before the flower unfurls into full bloom captivating beauty but it may be all too soon you're the song that writes a story but leaves alot to read the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and like i really deserve a chance to sit across a table and tell you that i think you're wonderful and i think you're something special i guess this is my only chance to say i wish i knew you because i'm sure you're wonderful if i'd get to know you. ~The Closest Thing ~The Juliana Theory friday evening everything comes tumbling down i choke back each tear that bleeds i'd rather rest forever in your arms i'd rather stay here than go but i know that i should leave as i sit here helpless don't go you said you wouldn't you said you couldn't i think of our time together is it fading am i dreaming everything you said lives on i cherish our memories i want to kiss your tears away tonight it's hard to give up the one you never thought you'd leave don't go your eyes see through my soul don't go you say as i walk out the door. ~AUGUST IN BETHANY~ The Juliana Theory some things can never be explained why every sky still looks the same and i wonder how my world would look without you some things can never be explained like how our scars remain the same and i wonder how the sky would look without my star sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can't be spoken stream off my face i want't to be selfish you are my everything some things can never be explained why does your love remain unchanged cause i know it wouldn't be the same without you sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can't be spoken stream off your face please don't forget my name and take me with you when you leave i've got a lot to lose i've got to let it go please don't forget my name. ~CONSTELLATION ~The Juliana Theory i picture you sighing soft only in my dreams whisper kisses only in my dreams and they're always here to remind me... pictures stars and dreams calling me when i look up you're the brightest star in a pocketful of skies my colored picture in a world of black and white my only dream come true on a restless winter night when i look back on a picture of the past i close my eyes and make believe i was still there cause all i have left are pictures and stars and dreams to hold on to i'll never wish on another star again ~PICTURES, STARS, AND DREAMS ~The Juliana Theory i sure hope that you always know i'll miss you and i hope that when you sleep you're looking up cause when i rest i think of all those tired times and i can't sleep when you're gone those closed eyes remind me of what we have please don't open them yet. ~The Juliana Theory i should have known better than to breathe you in the first time i held you there for just a second but the mistake was mine now i can't take my hands off you i can't keep my hands off of you i thought i'd only hold you once more then i thought i'd let you go i thought once would be enough but i guess that wasn't so now i need you every day i need you more and more. ~Infatuation ~The Juliana Theory "Whatever you do, oh whatever you do, yeah whatever you do, don't take my advice." ~Jump, Little Children "there's a man around, his face always fire-truck red. i've heard there were angels in his head, but now he holds a baseball bat instead." ~Karate "if fear comes from children and muffled conversations behind doors, politics are from lawyers, and the cops are in it too, i'm sure." ~Karate Who cares how much you cry? You could fill a bucket with your sorrow from eye to eye. ~Who Cares How Much ~Kind Of Like Spitting Gave up everything for heartbreak and sweet cake for second looks and make out sessions under the stars. And when they look at our dirty hands we get followed in supermarkets. You especially with your backpack with patches, you're not even that punk anymore, they don't know the difference like I do. You gave up everything for a 1983 ideology, romantic novels in your back pocket. I'm sitting on my ass at the gas station smoking cigarettes, my feet are drenched with rain, I'm throwing in the towel. ~We Got As Far As Minnesota ~Kind Of Like Spitting You could teach me to get to sleep. I haven't slept in days I haven't slept in years. Like I never sleep cuz I'm still afraid what I think gets continued in sleep. ~Maybe We Should Get Married ~Kind Of Like Spitting I can't lie. There's a hole in my life that leaves me feeling like killing, the sound of my voice. The shrill screams aren't passing quite as fast as they used to. I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything. I can't die. Some force keeps holding me up. It doesn't take a very smart man. Obsession I need you to want me not to want me. You won't admit it but I'm only dragging you under. I'm twenty-two and I feel like I've tried everything. I wish I could grant you a way to roll back time to forget the day you ever laid those beautiful eyes on me. ~A Thought From The Kitchen Floor ~Kind Of Like Spitting I never guessed a kiss could feel so honest. I never expected a thing from you. I'm not the one who's special but it made me feel so brand new. You made me feel like nothing mattered. Made me believe that love was pure. I want to feel like I still matter to you. Stayed up all night same as last night and the one before just like the night we spent before. Last time I saw you I tried to hide it wasting my time hoping you would walk by. I would have never guessed how deeply you have made me fall for you. I'm not sure how you still feel about us, I myself am a bit confused. I realize that you don't need me but right now I'm missing you. Please don't let it end this way. ~Please Dont Let It End Like This ~Kind Of Like Spitting (Eric Mast) "Friends that go between sing like canaries crushed in spring" ~Kind of Like Spitting "You feel fat and I feel ugly, together we don't like anybody" ~Kind of Like Spitting "Your heart and your lips, the parts of your being that I miss" ~Kind of Like Spitting
Know that we wish there were circles in all
We are flawless proof
It's cold enough to break
I hope it's not too late
Deny the charges, call collect
Call out and come down
It's cold enough to break
I hope it's not too late
We're keeping quiet and we'll decide
There are reasons I will keep
Call out and come down
It's cold enough to break
Through the brush and pine trees
I'm amazed how perfectly we match decay
And the day was dangerous to everyone
Measure in degrees
Stars are never right
I have only one regret
Sounds good, serves him right
They lie with their hearts crossed
I held the hand that held the rock
I'll go a day
I know a way
Kill the first one that escapes from the basement
Holding back the hand that shakes
An open space out on the floor
Effortless
Take a second, think of everything that you've done
A page of noise
And I grind my gears
I managed the motion what i'd give to. be the one. to have my name linger. on your tongue. warm-hearted you. became so numb. i'm not on your tongue. will aspirins and alcohol. someway decrease the ache. from knowing that you'll do to him. the same you did to me. that's nice. thought they were mutual. those loving words. thought it was more than. just making love ~Aspirins and Alcohol ~Last Days Of April would you trade me. for more of yourself. when it's silent. try not to give too much. so you won't grow tired. and i knew you. the good and the bad. the days i recall being wonderful. and i lost you. because i held it back. please tell me that everything will work out fine. pictures taken fast. the proof that i've known you. in albums stuck to bleach. but memories they'll keep. if this is the last dance. then may i have it ~The Days I Recall Being Wonderful ~Last Days of April words i keep in here. thoughts that make me scared. always seem to show. your eyes let me know you know. it's not you. it's all me. as if me taking all the blame would make you feel much better now. but all lights burn out. what i'd like to say. is that staying friends is okay. but you and me we know. that in one heart love would grow. same time tomorrow. when i wake up. will the violins be playing. when my heart finally opens. will you be there to embrace me. because it's all so crazy now. it's all so fucked up now. i always thought that i. would find what i lack in you ~Be Playing? ~Last Days of April "a friend of mine, he pointed out to me that i'm not the same as i used to be. and you know he made me think twice about who i am." ~less than jake Forget everything I've said before, I dont feel that way today, Forget everything I've felt before, I felt it come yesterday I'm comfortable feeling miserable, And I never want to change, Forgive me for I know not what I've done or what I'll do, Forgive us all cause we have all begun to do as we chose, No desire to live, No desire to change, No desire to try, Cause it allways stayts the same, No desire, Disregaurd all of my words, I dont feel that way today, Disregaurd everything I've done, It meant nothing anyways, I'm comfortable feeling miserable, And I never want to change ~Desire ~Life Of Agony "I'm lost in your shadows" ~Heroin Dreams ~Life Of Agony "And my life has passed me by, And I dont know why, I keep searching for something that I never found, While these weeds get deeper as I turn around, And time groes older and I've grown colder" ~Weeds ~Life Of Agony "I can't think of anything I'd rather do than have my heart broken by you." ~Lifetime
And if I don't know who to love "Something in my mind won't let my heart out of the darkness yet" ~Local H "I know i'm nothing special and I know i'm nothing great I know i'm nothing different but i just don't feel the same what's wrong with me" ~Local H
If I leave here tommorow, will you still remember me? "So you said goodnight But you meant goodbye. Now our love has died. This is why I cry" ~Magnetic Fields
Blackened Is the End
Fire
The Ultimate in Vanity
I Can't Remember Anything
All Have Said Their Prayers
Welcome to where time stands still
Sleep my friend and you will see
It's just not the same when you wake up in the morning I was early to finish and late to start, I might be an adult but I'm a minor at heart ~Minor Threat I'm working on leaving, I'm working on leaving the living, In heaven everything is fine ~Workin' on leaving' the livin' ~Modest Mouse well i'm fed up and i need to go out of existance or just down the road forever.. ~Other People's Lives ~Modest Mouse
You said that I was an asshole and I paid the price
Self pity me so pitiful
Sometimes all I really want to feel is love
Travelling swallowing Dramamine
And I said you shouldn't make facts out of opinions
Our hearts are used up, cracked and dry
She ionizes and atomizes
And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more i came clean with myself, i come clean out of love with my lover, i still love her ~Bankrupt On Selling ~Modest Mouse And I'm lonesome when you're around, And I'm never lonesome when I'm by myself, And I miss you when you're around ~Baby Blue Sedan ~Modest Mouse I was in heaven, I was in hell, Believe in neither, But fear them as well ~Doin the Cockroach ~Modest Mouse Jesus Christ was an only child, He went down to the river, And he drank and smiled, And his dad was oh-so-mad, Should have killed that little fucker ~Jesus Christ Was An Only Child ~Modest Mouse
Polar opposites don't push away
This plane is definately crashing I wanna live in a city with no friends or family, I'm gonna look out the window of my color T.V., I wanna remember to remember to forget you forgot me ~A Different City ~Modest Mouse
I stepped down as president of Antarctica I might disintegrate into the thin air if you'd like, I'm not the dark center of the universe like you thought ~Dark Center of the Universe ~Modest Mouse Everyone's afraid of their own life If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? No one really knows the ones they love If you knew everything they thought I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up ~Lives ~Modest Mouse I can't be a fool for everyone that I don't know ~Paper Thin Walls ~Modest Mouse
I hope, I hope there's something better up there
All the stars are projectors, yeah
Everything that keeps me together is falling apart, I've got
And the one thing you taught me about human beings was this "broken hearts want broken necks." ~Modest Mouse "In this life like weeds, you're the dirt I'll breathe. Eyes lead us to see, hearts lead us to be" ~Modest Mouse "What I used to think was me is just a faded memory." ~Down In It ~N.I.N.
I used to be so big and strong
Your god is dead I told you I'd never say goodbye. Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry. ~N.I.N. My lips may promise, but my heart is a whore. ~N.I.N.
how could i ever think it's funny how everything that
you and me
it's something i have to do
and just for the record
i can still feel you
did you happen to catch
the tears of regret
crucified Something I Can Never Have~NIN I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends they're in my head ~Nirvana
Just because you're paranoid "I'll die for you, I'll cry for you, I'll lie for you, why? because I love you!" ~Nirvana "Dont forget to Kiss you Killer" ~No Knife
as soon as we're born
but some smiles both resurrect,
the vision of
i'm tired of being tired.
separate your thoughts.
am i nothing more than an upright ape?
there was never pressure.
last night i realized "If I don't make it, know that I've loved you all along, just like sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb and jaded" ~Our Lady Peace "Maybe you should sleep, or maybe you just need a friend. You'll be safe in here. You'll be safe with me." ~Our Lady Peace "I know someday you'll have a beautiful life. Someday you'll be a star in somebody else's sky. Why can't it be mine?" ~Black ~Pearl Jam "i feel the darkness growing stronger as you cram lies down my throat. how does that work out for you in your holy quest to be above reproach?" ~Pedro the lion " All the experts say you ought to start them young so they can learn to love the taste of corporate come." ~Pedro the Lion " If it isn't making dollars then it isn't making cents." ~Pedro the Lion "i know i don't belong where the water runs so free." ~Piebald "and she sang i will come clean, cause the cleaner i get is the messiest yet." ~Piebald "i'm on a first name basis with obsession." ~Piebald "just when i thought we could not grow further apart you proved me wrong." ~Piebald "life is a bitch, and life is a beach, you got the sun and the sand and your suit all within your reach" ~Piebald "Yeah it's truth so it comes as no surprise that the rock revolution won't be televised" ~Piebald "They'll find us dead for this, they'll find us dead and smiling" ~Piebald
"If I show you my dark side if i make it home with what i have left i'll never ever leave again. and i don't know if it was the weight of your words or the way you said my name. say my name. that sent me packing. i stagger away. if i never see your face again it won't kill me half as much as it will keep me alive. keep me alive. two hundred fifty miles and i still can't shake the thought of your place. the thought of you. the smell of you the smell of your house the thought of your face ---Where The Arrow Went Out ~Planes Mistaken For Stars when the memories fade it makes you feel like you don't own a thing ~Planes Mistaken For Stars and if you don't break this day. then i'll die or die trying. to steal us away. because to say we beat this is everything ~Planes Mistaken For Stars and if they're there. i'll tear them down for you. because i refuse to be without you. or the things you do. because i refuse to bury you ~Planes Mistaken For Stars "i count my seconds inside you and struggle to find. instead, i fall and i wrecked us all." ~planes mistaken for stars "change means nothing when nothing wants to change." ~poison the well "I could never swallow your false ideals of a lifeless happy ending" ~Poison the Well "Induldge me...Pick a dozen black roses, lay them at my feet...Buried in Golgotha, amongst the deads elite." ~Prayer for Cleansing "Her wicked sins provoke me...My love has come undone." ~Prayer for Cleansing "tired of waking up with a new haircut every morning." ~q and not u "cold meow is not the message." ~q and not u "this is fantastic for you." ~q and not u "we all reject for pleasure." ~q and not u
"i don't care if it hurts-i wanna have control-i wanna perfect body-i wanna perfect soul-i want you to notice-when i'm not around-you're so fucking special-
i wish i was special-but i'm a creep-i'm a weirdo-what the hell am i doing here-
i don't belong here" "phew, for a minute there i lost myself." ~radiohead "rain down, rain down, come on rain down on me." ~radiohead "If ignorance is bliss then knock the smile off my face" ~Rage Against the Machine "all this time and so much to show. i can't hold on but i can't let go." ~recover "would you be the light by which i return?" ~recover "to see your smiling face there helps me everytime i need it." ~recover "we move in one direction and it becomes all we know." ~recover "Is it our duty to die for government and gods? Is it our privledge to slave for market and industry? Is it our right to follow laws set to scare and opress? Is it our gift to stay in line and will it take away the blame?" ~Refused "great words won't cover ugly actions, and good frames won't save bad paintings." ~refused "And I'd do anything to make you feel like you were worth it all" ~Taylor(Roots Of Cause) "Can she see the stars lost in moonlight, falling down past her shadow" ~Taylor(Roots Of Cause) "Don't leave me its not me you know I cant control what goes through my mind so stay please understand I don't mean all I've said tonight" ~Ordinary Life ~SamIAm "I don't like the way you touch me you hurt me once again something about you irritates me some things break before the bend can't remember the last time I saw your face without a frown and would you believe it or not there's people who like having you around had to be a time when there were good things on your mind there's got to be something in your life that worked out right the only time I need you is when you've gone away I just want somebody to talk to I don't need you getting in my way" ~My Convience ~SamIam "Oh well you've got me under your spell and i dont think im kidding around. I dont think I can forget you now" ~Hold ~Saves The Day "Its hard to look in the mirror these days when everyone has everything you'd rather be" ~Handsome Boy ~Saves The Day "I'll never show my face again because its too scarred and bloody to be enough and i dont have the right stuff" ~Blind Folded ~Saves The Day If this is the last thing you do tell me its ok for me to have these feelings for you and that its notmal to want to call you oh im dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hoursand i pretend to hear your voice" ~Three Miles Down ~Saves the day "Am I dreaming? Is this really me? Because I never felt so not lonely and if this could be real right now then everyday for the rest of my life I will search for moments full of you" ~Allways Ten Feet Tall ~Saves the Day i think that tonight i will sneak into your house and ill sing songs and wake you up and ill take you blindfolded dancing onto bridges and you'll say you dont want to be with me, no one ever does, no one ever thinks of me that way ~Saves The Day
You say that you hate capitalism
Call me a faggot call me a butt loving fudge packing queer
Shock the middle class take it up your punk rock ass
It's all a matter of soul and fire
As you walk away think of all the joy we shared
King persuader, congratulations
When you walk away feel the freedom in your heart
"Whatever happened to the world "i can only forget so much at one time" ~small brown bike "running from things that have no force, my naive self comes up for air. knowing that all of this time i'm wrong and i admit my guilt." ~small brown bike
i know that this might sound strange,
all of the sudden i thought you were leaving, "There is a sun, it'll come, the sun, i hear them call me down i held you once, a love that once, and a life that just begun and you're all i see" ~Smashing Pumpkins I wanted more than life can ever grant me" ~Smashing Pumpkins "today is the greatest day I've ever known can't live for tommorow might not live that long" ~Smashing pumpkins "Sear those thoughts of me, alone and unhappy, I never liked me anyway." ~Geek U.S.A ~Smashing Pumpkins "Happiness will make you wonder, will I feel okay, it scares the disenchanted far away." ~Hummer ~Smashing Pumpkins
emptiness is loneliness "Tomorrow's just an excuse away" ~Smashing Pumpkins "I know you better than you fake it" ~Smashing Pumpkins "My heart tapped me on the shoulder and whispered in my ear 'Don't be a pussy all your life.'" ~Star Struck One ~Smoking Popes It was me against the world, I was sure that I'd win but the world fought back punished me for my sins ~Social Distortion "How can you love me when you don't love yourself?" ~Social Distortion "Life Goes By So Fast, You Only Want To Do What You Think Is Right. Close Your Eyes And Then It's Past, It's The Story Of My Life" ~Social Distortion
"I had me a good girl, "I Love the sound when I smash the glass, If I get caught they're going to kick my ass, Mommys worried about the way I drink, Daddy can't figure out the way I think..." ~Social Distortion "The good times come and the good times go, i only wish the good times could stay a little longer, i think about the good times we had and why they had to end" ~Social Distortion "Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain" ~Social Distortion
We used to walk and used to talk
hello darling, it's nice to see you as long as i'm staying, i never will belong ~Songs:Ohia If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." ~Stone Temple Pilots
"The mirrors lie "i dream to heal your wounds but i bleed my self..." ~sunny day real estate "to the inconsistency of my moods, it's times like these where silence means everything." ~taking back sunday And its too bad that this side of you cant be seen by everyone. I have to learn how to remember to forget and how to build this all again. i have to build this all again. So now you've got something to forget. ~Something to forget ~Texas Is The Reason So now it´s your turn to tell me that I´m wrong. I´ve never seen anytihng quite like this I always miss. I´m asking you to smile because that what i like best. i need to be this far away from you to understand that i can do this. You act like I don´t know my own way home. ~Antique ~Texas Is The Reason Its getting cold all aver again so I´ll be inside way too much again. You´ll have to believe me . You have to hear me when I say: I´ll make up something that you´ll believe in me. This is becoming to routine for me. there will be time for the tomorrow, but it´s days like this that keep me alive. ~Nickel Wound ~Texas Is The Reason I´m getting tired of standing around, just sitting here and waiting to be found. Same old shit just a different day. I´ll wait around for one more day but I know that´s what I will always say. ~Back and to the left ~Texas Is The Reason You think you finally figured it out. Me, myself, I´ll never learn. Maybe with you on my side, I´ll be able to reach the sky. ~Blue Boy ~Texas Is The Reason "Let fury have the hour, anger can be power, don't you know that you can use it..." ~Clampdown ~The Clash "And you have the right to free speach, as long as you're not dumb enough, to actually try it..." ~Know Your Rights ~The Clash "Now i would do most anything to get you back by my side...but i just keep on laughing hiding the tears in my eyes" ~The Cure
I think I've reached that point "I Lift My Hands From Touching You, To Touch The Wind That Whispers Through, This Twilight Garden Turns Into, A World Where Dreams Are Real..." ~The Cure "It Was The Sweetness Of Your Skin, It Was The Hope Of All We Might Have Been. That Filled Me With The Hope To Wish, Impossible Things." ~THE CURE "The days are bright and filled with pain, inclose me in your gentle rain..." ~The Doors "i've made up my mind; to lie would be to compromise, i'm sorry i hope you can forgive me but what you want from me is killing me..." ~the get up kids "I smoke because I'm hoping for an early death and I need to cling to something." ~The Smiths "No one in the world ever gets what they want and that is beautiful. Everybody dies frustrated and sad and that is beautiful." ~Don't Let's Start ~They Might Be Giants "Excuse me if I have some place in my mind where I go time to time" ~Tom Petty I remember you so clearly, the first one through the door. I woke up to find you drifting, too far from the shore... You were the one who made things different, you were the one who let me in, you were the one thing i could count on, after all, you were my friend." ~Don't Fade On Me ~Tom Petty "And the days went by like paper in the wind. Everything changed, then changed again. It's hard to find a friend. It's hard to find a friend." ~Tom Petty "I'm under no illusion of what I meant to you, but you made an impression, sometimes I still feel the bruise.." ~trembling blue stars
What can I say to change your heart?
Though there'll always be a part of me
I want to say "Do you know what I went through?"
How I wish she couldn't live without me
And there are still times, still times when I
Anyone else
I'm sorry, so sorry
I nearly thought that maybe she
When I'm near you my heart won't be told,
If I knew you didn't miss me,
I'm tired, I've tried.
This is my, my goodbye to a blue-eyed girl,
I want to be right about you
The person you were
Sleep
"Do you believe in forever, I don't even believe in tomorrow, the only thing that lasts forever, are memories and sorrow." ~type o negative
have you heard the story of my two best friends?
delaying sleep for our company
from the haunts of daily life
the sun came up
but the truth is I have no faith in happiness
I found the key
I found the truth
you know her name
tell me what to fight for
hold on, keep it together
no one knows what happens next
it’s called "Remember"
How we waste our prescious time,
Overcome the stupid things we say.
Had one of those days when you want to try heroin,
So here's the last one I have left.
Knock so I'll know you're still there,
Wait near the end of September.
Rely a bit to heavily on alcohol and irony.
How your body still remembers things you told it to forget.
I'm weary with right-angles, abbreviated daylight,
Headlights race towards the corner of the dining room.
If I could I would make you a raging river,
My city's still breathing (but barely it's true)
There's blood in the sink, and he's plunging his wrists in.
Hey I found the safest place to keep all our tenderness.
we're rolling neon lights and slinking purple skies squeeze out soft regrets from all our lives as i greet another door that opens in to that place that we repeatedly begin i'm tangled up in tries slipping on i wonder why i face affection not embrace another urban wasteland thick with fears i see lights that shine like frozen television tears or dying embers of another day please tell me what it is i i wanna say i'm tangled up in tries slipping on i wonder why i face affection not embrace affection not embrace ~slips and tangles ~Left and Leaving ~The Weakerthans
"i did what my body told me to. i didn't mean to do you harm."
-weezer
"but when we wake it's all been erased and so it seems only in dreams."
-weezer
"i never could do that which might hurt you so try and be cool."
-weezer
isn't this life so wonderful, isn't this life fucking shit, the bells are ringing but where's my angel, i never believed in much but i believed in you, surrendered everything but your not listening, if i would have knowon this yesterday i should have killed myself, because forever lasts a moment, what is sense(so high on adoration) from cold hands, (its like kissing long, lost love but november has chapped my lips, cracked lips bleed), some years before or was it years after sense driven lips they wandered, where's my angel, (i carved"hope" in my wrist, i bled hope from my life), sound in, but where's my angel( no i can't see the truth in your eyes), ask what would you fall in love for, touch it and so it died, what's that in pretentious dreams, mechanic humility, where's my angel. ~Forever Last a Moment ~You and I
We speak in whispers, in dreams, one brief moment when our thoughtless hands could touch and the bridges we burned could rebuild once again, but i know i won't escape, too many words fail to be silent, i wish you would speak so then i wouldn't have to, stars fall quicker than hearts breaking, and standing deaf with no light impairs my vision, this skin wrapped tightly, tightly to the bone, words constrict tighter in my throat, time moves too slow for this, i can't keep up with you, i wish i could speak to you instead of dreaming, words don't (no time to quite our stations), fit the world so why speak (vigilance over tired eyes), when all is silent, forever in silence, ( fall asleep is to slip), a chance(through mile cracks of social disguise), do you see what i mean, these words fall like wishes from skies torn and bleeding, incessant heartattacks, stars fall quicker than hearts breaking, but i know i won't escape, the sometimes that's enough, maybe i read too much fiction because i'm still dreaming of going back to you (i never thought i'd have to say these words to you my friend) Somewhere i never wanted to go (those days of you and i against the world came to an end), dream,(sometimes i see your face and i cannot hide the pain i have) of going back to you (those days went by so fast), somewhere i never wanted to go, ( they took my breath, they took the life out of me), you wanted, you needed, you took it away from me, you never said it, never said it, but it's too late for her. ~Achilles ~You and I
i saw your picutre in a photograph and that's where i thought i dwelt, in you, make me like it, make me like myself, we're so imperfect, our struggles are imperfect, you'll never take it thought i know you'll try, you'll never take it all,(all these imperfect things) this is a statement, a statement of self-respect. ~All Imperfect Things ~You and I
There was a time when we thought things would change, and so i might say it, though does it matter what i say, and for this we never became one but always two, i'll wait for the day when the sky will fall, (i won't be saved, this time we're full of dreaming), you never let i touch you, pushed away(paths crossed and running out), all the things you say in spite of me, you never let it touch you, pushed away, and all we said is gone, i saw you in a photograph(distance can't kill all the love i feel in my heart), time stood still with hands outstretched( time may go by but my love will remain in my heart), but these never hold our wishes through or tell the truth of what it was like, but too soon this will be all we have. ~A Day That Passes Through Us ~You and I
i don't want to die without you, where it splits there was only you, and all was quiet, i will not let my heart die, i know(why did you have to choose me) i'll die, we're all(i was so young i was so free) so imperfect, i don't(you saw the chance that i could be) want to die( no words can replace what you did to me that day) without you, ( it's not my fault) i fear dying without you. ~Crossing The Rubicon ~You and I
I cried your name but You don't hear me. I'm tired of standing alone, my throat is bleeding just like just like that person who never saw any of the good I did, and just dwelt on the bad. I'll give you something to remember, my life, cold ceramic on my back, the warm water feels like an ocean of happiness up to my clean shaven face, our hands hang over the edge dripping wonderfully, like our hearts on paper. my record is broken, you wanted this. I'll give you something to remember. ~Something to Remember ~You and I
Your whispers call like angels screaming, and everytime you cry an angel dies. i've held out my hands to touch your face, but hung my head to low and choked upon my own breath. I feel you, you breathing, I still feel you. You've pulled the nails from your hands, cast me out to sea, and I said my goodbye at the water's edge. But i still remember the color of your eyes. ~Heart's Divide ~You and I
The lights burn against my skin, come nights I just want the pain to end, some words will never fade away, burning. I see the tears falling from you eyes, burning my skin, tell it's the same. I miss your smile, the day we stared out window, into a sunset, how the beauty was an image of you, tell you love me just the same, just like you did, some words will never fade away, this is for you. i'm nothing without your love, tell me you love me the same. I want to hear your sweet voice again, I can feel you inside of me, you taught me how to love, I would live for you and die for you, this is not for me, this is for you.. ~Silent Morning Whisper ~You and I
My heart bleeds when you're not around, mend it with your touch, to touch your face is to dream, ending in a nightmare, wake me up, i'm lying next to you. Do you feel me, i still see that look in your eyes. I still feel your warmth, even though it seems light years away. the rose will flourish with time. it is all we need. I swear I know, it will be alright this time, we did not lie about what we said. I know, yes, i know, we did not lie, it will be ok, the stars are out, the stars are out for us tonight, and i will try to capture them and give them to you so we can breathe. I stood on the edge on one thousads tears, and thought that i would jump, my lungs could not draw enough air to keep me from suffocating, i'll try myself. ~Seascape ~You and I
Maybe she would come to me with arms outstretched and wings spread wide, blood covered arms they choke. I cannot breathe those thoughts, time lapse face down, the sky's tears fell, toward the inviting wings of our hearts, the sky's tears fell toward our hearts, I hear them silently sleeping, up and down wrists so i'm blind, find myself alone in your arms to drown my tears. I wrapped myself in a blanket of tears, but still i cannot sleep, cover me, give me love, give me passion, give me love, i have waited so long, so long, my hands have closed their eyes.( I'll try to take it the best that i know how) as thiers have closed mine ( I'll try to take it and help from falling apart) savored ( You were the sunshine that burned when dreaming failed) to watch him fall ( you said I love you when we burned so bright) I drown, i wish, and so i drown, cry my own still unfelt find myself, I wish i was, i wish i was them, but still i cannot, trapped inside, sleep upon those beds, give me passion, fill me with love, i have waited so long, so long. ~Absence ~You and I
I don't remember it that way, my shower runs red so I haven't bathed in days, weekend stroll envisioning the eyes I once looked into, yesterday-i don't remember, today's dream-don't remember, years blown away-i don't remember. ~Memory Loss ~You and I
we all try to be heroes, but our capes have fallen off ( let me bleed my soul) so i stand staggered smile by a falling branch ( let me bleed my soul) so i try reaching out-die- with open arms (let me bleed my soul) where i sit pretending its not gone, but it never changes. ~We All Bleed ~You and I
we held each other's breath (now its gone) under the breathless night (been so long) it all fell at once ( i still remember) when you pulled away (now its gone) taking my breath with you (it burns) you took my breath from me, i tried to say it (it burns), and i tried, i swear i tried my best for you, tried to say, things are changing, but you forgot to tell me they were, I feel can feel your heart beat inside of me, I don't know if you will stay with me, don't you see these stars in my eyes, i don't feel with you, don't tell me that you love me, those words they hurt too fucking much, don't tell me that you love me, those words they hurt, please don't lie, when we were one, don't tell me that you love me, those words, they, they hurt too much to, it hurts too much to know here you've been, i have to learn to keep my mouth shut, i have to learn to walk away, it was so much easier then, you loved me, i wish you would think, you love me then. ~When We Were One ~You and I
From sea to shining sea i saw my father's blood, staining my hands red, to compliment the breathless blue we throw to the sky, blood so red i cannot wash it from my fucking hands, you made me hate what i am, senslessly you took what they had and wrote them out of a book stained in blood, foundation of expansion, but what happened to the children, ( passing through pages of national heroes, our pride, why is their pride, why is their glory for stories of massacres made by a man with blood on his hands) what happened to the children when their parents did not return, your love is selfishness, it is your happiness, you take, put your hand over your heart, it needs its warmth, were all so fucking cold inside, from sea to shining sea, i saw my father's blood, staining my hands red, to compliment, the thought of death never crossed your mind as you took their lives away, you take their lives. ~Revision ~You and I
i'll write down my dreams, and watch them shatter in front of me, this is, my last song, that is it, it's over, over and done. ~Nights Like These ~You and I
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