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| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | catching up |
| What is your favorite color?: | bubblegum pink |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| To what are you listening?: | beach boys christmas hehehe |
| Comments: | damn, theres been some harsh words here. though i hate to see people fight, it was entertaining. becca and i were discussing the other day how i like to jump into arguements when its not my place, but i always jump in right at the end when everyone's like "sarah, its over. we're all friends now" and i'm like "...oh. damn." haha.
so i almost passed out while driving back to work today from picking up Bridgets son Rex. I hadnt eaten all day and i got really weak and sick. I think i'm hypoglocemic(however the hell you spell that word). but maybe i'm just paranoid. so i dont remember if i told everyone this...but i did some research on personality disorders and i think i've figured out what our dear friend Luke (sarcasim)has: Antisocial Personality Disorder (Sociopath). Here's the article. I thought you guys might find it interesting: Antisocial Personality Disorder results in what is commonly known as a Sociopath. The numbers of persons with this disorder are much higher than generally thought, with nearly 6% of men and over 1% of women having this disorder. The criteria for this disorder require an ongoing disregard for the rights of others, since the age of 15 years. Some examples of this disregard are reckless disregard for the safety of themselves or others, failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors, deceitfulness such as repeated lying or deceit for personal profit or pleasure, and lack of remorse for actions that hurt other people in any way. Additionally, they must have evidenced a Conduct Disorder before the age of 15 years, and must be at least 18 years old to receive this diagnosis. People with this disorder appear to be charming at times, and make relationships, but to them, these are relationships in name only. They are ended whenever necessary or when it suits them, and the relationships are without depth or meaning, including marriages. They seem to have an innate ability to find the weakness in people, and are ready to use these weaknesses to their own ends through deceit, manipulation, or intimidation, and gain pleasure from doing so. They appear to be incapable of any true emotions, from love to shame to guilt. They are quick to anger, but just as quick to let it go, without holding grudges. No matter what emotion they state they have, it has no bearing on their future actions or attitudes. The rarely are able to have jobs that last for any length of time, as they become easily bored, instead needing constant change. They live for the moment, forgetting the past, and not planning the future, not thinking ahead what consequences their actions will have. They want immediate rewards and gratification. Treating antisocial personality disorder can be difficult as those with this disorder may have little or no desire to change themselves, which is a prerequisite. No medication is available either. Appropriate treatments for antisocial personality disorder include group psychotherapy, having feedback from peers, and constructive confrontation of inappropriate behaviors. i bolded the parts which best fit Luke. Anyways, so i sent this article to him. I didnt say anything, just sent the article. and he replyed "fuck you". I dont know if he realizes it (probably not), but he just further proved my point. anywho...thats all i've got for the day. Talk to you all later. |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| To what are you listening?: | cheers playing in the background |
| Comments: | wow. still anger going all around. it is kind of funny sara is an english major. hehehe. hehehehe. oh thats some good shit. or maybe shes not. but i think she is. but anyways. im sure you already know taylor, mr know it all but theres a new band formed of members of desperacidos and the good life. not really sure which members, just saw the cd at 52.5 tonight. well goodnight people. |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| To what are you listening?: | "The City at Motherfucking Night" - The Motherfucking Firebird Band |
| Comments: | Enough of the little arguments... HAS EVERYONE SEEN THE FIREBIRD VIDEO? I nearly pissed myself, it's fucking good. Check, check, check it out.
http://www.melodicpictures.com/index.php |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your quest?: | To right a wrong... |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| To what are you listening?: | nothing at the moment, thanks for asking though. |
| Comments: | I think you mean "pseudo-apology" not "sudo apology". You're not an english major, are you? I suppose it may have seemed insincere, but i think you just confused that with my being emo or whatever insult you were making an attemp at there. Good one. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your quest?: | to take taylor for another death ride in my car |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | my hip college activist friends follow my lead thank you very much. i'm fucking president of NARAL ASU.
dont worry about sudo appologizing taylor. you dont know enough about me to make your insults worth while, nor i about you. which is probably for the best. but i must go now because i'm falling out of my chair, because i'm drunk. i'm a drunk slut. isnt there like an, whatdaya call it, emo song that goes like that. heh. really though, i'm sober. i have to go to class. i should be in town tomorrow night. wait patiently for the phone call announcing my arrival. |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| To what are you listening?: | "Shake the Sheets" - Ted Leo and the Pharmacists |
| Comments: | So I have become aware while rereading that post from yesterday morning that it was extremely mean and possibly hurtful. I was already in a really bad mood when i read sara's comments and was perplexed and rather angered by her unfounded attack towards me. So i guess i'm saying sorry. That was uncalled for on my part. I should not let people insults anger me that much. Good day. |
| What is your name?: | Matt |
| What is your quest?: | overthrowing your mom |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | i was listening to zao |
| Comments: | wow there are some angry people on this guest book. angry angry. well...anyways. im at jasons. yesterday was rockie's birthday. she turned 50. so lets all raise our glasses to that. im bored. i need to start going to school more. school is very scholastic. except that its stupid. fucking stupid. unlike me, sometimes. i dont know what im talking about. im going to be putting up pretty much all of you and i's lyrics soon. cheers. |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| To what are you listening?: | "End Serenading" - Mineral, at work even! |
| Comments: | I'm not really sure were this little attack came from but I must say I'm not a fan of it. I never claimed to be better than anyone as you seem to be suggesting. Maybe people would take a little more interest in your postings if you could muster up the intellect to talk about something more than being drunk and random rallys. I know all of your hip little college activist friends tell you it's the cool thing to do but maybe you should take a little initiative and think for yourself. Also, as much as I love to read your drunken ramblings, i think you can just let it go. Trust me you typing "Oh i got so drunk last night" or "I'm so drunk right now" is not going to make us think your cool, not me at least. Anywho... glad thats cleared up. Good day |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | Answer Sara's question |
| What is your mood?: | Disenfranchised Youth |
| To what are you listening?: | silence now. |
| Comments: | are you gonna pass your classes this semester?
>yes, I withdrew from the one I was failing when is your christmas break and how long does it last? >starting after the first week in dec, and lasting until after the first week in january are you going to go back to school next semester? >yes, but i have been slack and haven't registered yet. do you guys wanna go up and protest the Inauguration with me? there are an assload of ASU people going up, and you know you kids at trident tech need to represent. its in early january. think about it.... >talk to me about this later... if I do go to his inauguration to protest, I am turning my back on Bush. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To show and interesting election map |
| What is your favorite color?: | Sea Turtle |
| What is your mood?: | Disenfranchised Youth |
| To what are you listening?: | Alkaline Trio - Halloween at the Metro (live) |
| Comments: | In this map, blue counties are where Kerry support was overwhelming and red counties for Bush, while purple is where everything was mostly even.
In this map, we see where the majority of the electricity is being used through light sources. Try comparing the two and see what happens. 
So you see, rural people with their laid-back god-fearing country ways suck. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your quest?: | to help zach |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | sar·casm ( P ) Pronunciation Key (särkzm)
n. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to continue a meaningless conversation |
| What is your favorite color?: | blue...no. AAAHHHHHHH!!!! |
| What is your mood?: | Etc... |
| To what are you listening?: | the sound of my own, twilit, thoughts, reverberating in my head |
| Comments: | sara, i believe you know taylor tends to go for a mature sound on this guestbook only to offset his child like antics elsewhere. i mean, anyone who's spent more than a couple hours with this kid know's he's perpetually 12 years old. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | taylor- it wasnt meant as a slight towards you as much as it was a slight towards them. infact i wasnt really concerned about your feelings. nor am i currently.
though i risk sounding "immature" by contiuing this conversation, i will anyways. jason i specifically asked you certain questions. if you dont want to answer them then whatever. dont be a jackass. p.s. taylor, i've always enjoyed how you insult people with the idea that they are being immature. it makes sense. you being so old and all. you really show us young folk how to act correctly. with your posts filled with logic and mature reason. thanks. |
| What is your name?: | Sarah |
| What is your quest?: | durrrr |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| To what are you listening?: | your mom |
| Comments: | today was a nice day at work...me and Edward (the guy from the tanning salon next door) put out two lawn chairs in the small area of grass between our stores, set up a radio and sat out there, talking for about 4 hrs. it was nice. but now i'm back inside...where its quiet and my only friend is the computer. thats all i've got to say. good day to you all. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | Billie Holliday - "Summertime" |
| Comments: | Sara, you said something worth responding to?
Now this is nice: Trivia for Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith (2005) * George Lucas announced that this would be the last Star Wars film he would make. He had plans to make Episodes VII, VIII and IX, but reconsidered. * George Lucas has said Episode III will be the darkest of all the Star Wars films. * The lightsaber that Obi-Wan will use this movie, will be the same as the one in Star Wars (1977) * George Lucas allowed a short scene for Episode III to be shot in the Tunisian desert during the production of Episode II, to avoid the inconvenience of having to fly the team back out and shoot the scene three years later. It is widely rumored to be the so-called "Harry Potter" scene, in which Obi-Wan Kenobi delivers the infant Luke Skywalker to his aunt and uncle. * The film's title, "Revenge of the Sith", is a variation on a working title for the third film's title, "Revenge of the Jedi," which was later changed to "Return of the Jedi." * Unlike the previous Star Wars films, which were shot both on soundstages and on location, this episode was filmed entirely in the studio. The only location work was a background plate shot during the production of Episode II. * Actors Ewan McGregor and Hayden Christensen trained for two months in fencing and fitness in preparation for their fight sequences. * Samuel L. Jackson (Mace Windu) said he knew that he must die in this film, so he told George Lucas he would only do the film if Mace Windu goes out in a blaze of glory and not "like some sucka". On an American late-night talk show, he confirmed that he did indeed have a meaningful death scene; and he does not go out like "some punk". * The original design of Anakin had him sporting a mohawk, a tattoo on his right arm and a shredded looking design to his Jedi robes. Lucas said that it was, "too much". The design was later changed to traditional robes and long hair in a pony-tail. Hayden Christensen thought it was "too pretty". Finally, they settled on the design similar to Obi-Wan's look in Episode II. * A subscription service offered by Lucasfilm offered fans the chance to watch various stages of the production via a Webcam. * Although no live-action location filming was done during principal photography, post-production filming was done in Thailand, Switzerland and China to represent background plates for the Wookiee planet of Kashyyyk. * One of the early concepts for General Grievous was a small child sitting on a floating chair, guarded by two IG88 droids from Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980). George Lucas rejected this look as a child would not be taken seriously as the deadliest hand to hand fighter the galaxy has seen, which is how he wanted Grievous to be portrayed. Instead, part of the final look for General Grievous' face was inspired by the shape of a bathroom detergent spray nozzle. * Keisha Castle-Hughes filmed all of her scenes in just one day. * The Wookiee costumes from this film sport a new arterial system that pump ice cold water to help cool down the actor wearing the suit. * In August 2004, a rumor started floating around the internet that George Lucas had decided to make Episodes VII, VIII and IX after all after the supposed discovery that Lucasfilm employees had signed non-disclosure agreements barring them from speaking about the films. George Lucas later refuted the rumor, stating he still has no intention of making a third trilogy. * A process of applying chrome to rubber was developed during production, allowing lightsaber hilts to be made of rubber and used in stunts without hurting the actors. * Gary Oldman had agreed to be the voice of General Grievous, but pulled out of the film because it was being made using actors who are not part of the Screen Actor's Guild, of which Oldman is a member. * The planet name "Utapau" appears in the early drafts of two previous Star Wars films. In Lucas's first draft of the very first movie, Utapau was the home planet of Kane, Annikin and Deak Starkiller. The planet's desert terrain eventually became the planet Tattooine. Utapau was also the original name for Naboo in the first draft of the screenplay for The Phantom Menace. * The title to this film is based of the original title for star wars episode VI return of the jedi. Which was originaly titled "Revenge of the Jedi". * The first teaser trailer (released on 5 November 2004) was code-named "Sand Dogs". |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your quest?: | to scratch my head |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | what is that supposed to mean... "the blessed taylor"? let's not forget our age now... Are you not getting enough attention?
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| What is your name?: | sara rose smith |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | lets ignore sara's questions and only respond to the blessed taylor.
you people make me ill. |
| What is your name?: | z |
| What is your quest?: | to express gratitude |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | i apreciate the thought, anyway, mr t. in the mean time you can pity the fool...uh...i got nuthin' right now. |
| What is your name?: | j |
| What is your mood?: | Etc... |
| To what are you listening?: | Jets to Brazil - "Orange Rhyming Dictionary" |
| Comments: | Hey t. I heard you were of the vegetable-eating group again. I must admit I've been thinking seriously about going vegetarian again... for a rather long time now. But I haven't made a decision yet. I was going to restart the Atkins diet... but I might start the just eat salad because your vegetarian now-diet.
-Jason |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your quest?: | to find zach's cd's |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | "Summer in Abaddon" - Pinback |
| Comments: | I will find them no matter what the cast... unless the cost is leaving my house, then i suppose progress will be slow. I miss everyone. i miss a lot of things these days but that's another story. i really have nothing to say except... good day to you all. |
| What is your name?: | sara fly |
| What is your mood?: | Hating Bush |
| Comments: | zachy: thank you for responding to my quesitons. i didnt know you went to dc. it sounds like you had an interesting time. sorry to hear about your cds and your window and what i assume will be an unfortunate odor left over by the homeless man in your car. not to say that homeless people are dirty. i'm just saying that homeless people who steal your things are dirty. and mean. anyways, how'd the rest of the trip go?
As far as a place to live goes, where is it going to be? will you have moved in it by next weekened so i can come over and see it? matt: you should start talking to me online again. because if you dont i'll be bitter. so what'd your grandfather say when you told him the house was falling apart? jason: are you gonna pass your classes this semester? when is your christmas break and how long does it last? are you going to go back to school next semester? message to all: do you guys wanna go up and protest the Inauguration with me? there are an assload of ASU people going up, and you know you kids at trident tech need to represent. its in early january. think about it.... i saw this documentary last night, About Bahgdad, and one of the women who was on the production crew came and spoke with us. It was filmed during the first 3 months of the occupation, so it isnt very representative of what is going on now, but you can pretty much guess that now, a year and a half later, that the situation has escalated horribly. In the movie they did not try to lean the viewers opinion in a certain way. They had iraqis that were happy the US was there because it got rid of Sadam and then they had people who felt that the situation was worse under the occupation of the US. The major feeling was that while the US hadnt kept any of its promises to improve conditions as of yet (at that point 3 months into the war), that the Iraqi people were going to give them a chance. Now, the lady told us, they see that the US isnt going to keep its promises. They see that they are not going to have a democracy because even though some towns have tried to hold local elections on their own the US has stepped in and said that they cant elect anyone that isnt nominated by the US. They know that the US CIA was the one who put Sadam in power in the first place. They realize that US sanctions devistated their country over the past 20 years. They realize that the US has occupied them so that they can have economic control over the country once the army leaves. They say that "Now that the student is gone, The master has returned." The only thing for Iraqis to do is revolt and fight for themselves. Which means our soilders are going to die and their soilders are going to die. The US needs to leave Iraq immediately. Our government does not plan to fix anything, nor did it in the first place. Its presence is only hurting Iraq. I highly suggest seeing About Bahgdad if you have the opportunity. Our speake suggested going to democracynow.org to get your news and information. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to answer sara'a pleas for news |
| What is your favorite color?: | clear, like the glass missing from my car |
| What is your mood?: | Etc... |
| Comments: | so, to answer sara'a questions, yes matt and amy have found a place to live, and i will be moving in with them. i believe jason had a happy birthday, and sarah now sells verizon instead of suncom. i have not, unfortunately learned to sing anything new. also, in more unfortunate circumstances, i am missing about 20 cd's since a homeless person in washington broke into my car, slept in it, and ,made off with some of my most prized cd's. and the liability only insurance i have wont pay for my window. poo, i say. poo on me. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | so. how's everyone doing. do matt and amy have a place to live yet. did jason have a happy birthday. did zach learn how to sing any new songs. did the other sarah sell anymore cell phones. answer my questions. i'm getting bored up here on the mountain. but it turns out i may not fail my classes and i actually registered for next semester. so... i'm doing better than usual. i may come to charleston next weekend if there arent any objections. ok... i'll talk to you kids later. |
| What is your name?: | . |
| What is your quest?: | . |
| What is your favorite color?: | . |
| What is your mood?: | Disenfranchised Youth |
| Comments: | From 70-90% of all rope, twine, and cordage was made from hemp until 1937. It was then replaced mostly by petrochemical fibers (owned principally by DuPont under license from Germany's I.G. Corporation patents) and by Manila (Abaca) Hemp, with steel cables often intertwined for strength - brought in from our "new" far-western Pacific Philippines possession, seized from Spain as reparation for the Spanish American War in 1898. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | So why did it die again? |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To turn 23. Oh wait I did. |
| What is your favorite color?: | Green... or November. |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| To what are you listening?: | Vandals - "Live Fast Diarrhea" |
| Comments: | Becca? You sign here too? Amazing what the internet will do these days. |
| What is your name?: | Becca |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | Sarah only knew that already because that is where she is from!!!! |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | yup |
| What is your favorite color?: | yup |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | i told you guys there was a middle earth. or did i? well if i didnt, i was thinking it. anyways. Happy Birthday Jason. I'll call you later today. But i'm off to the DMV |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | Then we must find these hobbits! And find Mount Doom! It must be somewhere around there. We can forge another One Ring! For myself! hahahaha! |
| What is your name?: | vadim |
| What is your quest?: | this is fucking awesome!! |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| Comments: | Scientists announced the discovery of a species of hobbit-like humans on Flores, an island 370 miles east of Bali, that lived as recently as 13,000 years ago. The adult hobbits, who apparently hunted pygmy elephants and Komodo dragons for food, were about the size of a three-year-old modern human child. [National Geographic, New York Times] |
| What is your name?: | Emmalynd |
| What is your favorite color?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Depressed |
| Comments: | was it your birthday jason? if so... happy day to you.
so. tonight i was initiated into the world of geeks. my DandD name is Emmalynd. yeah... yeah... |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Depressed |
| To what are you listening?: | Kind of Like Spitting... it doesn't matter what.... |
| Comments: | Stupid Birthday. |
| What is your name?: | Vadim |
| What is your quest?: | cook, type, read news when i should be sleeping, homework, jodie, fun, in no particular order |
| What is your favorite color?: | yellow chartreuse |
| What is your mood?: | Poor |
| To what are you listening?: | karate - unsolved |
| Comments: | maybe i should think about becoming an american citizen a bit more before i go through with it... upsetting.
how is everyone? i just read the new chuck palaniuk (sic - probably) book in a single sitting, and i've done 2/3 of a semester's worth of russian homework in the past 2 days. these are really quite epic feats of meaninglessness, but the book was very good. it's about art and suffering, so read it you fucking firebird band fanatics. oh and it mentions the Jain monks which, Matt, seem like the ones that you said Jesus trained with. i'd really like to see you guys sometime, Erin may be having a party on saturday at her place with, hopefully, less slashed feet than last time. i'm also off for the entire weekend again so i really hope some rocking out is in order. how are you guys holding up without the house? |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| To what are you listening?: | silence, its 8am |
| Comments: | yay, someone likes the Dead Kennedys. |
| What is your name?: | s |
| What is your mood?: | ...None Specified... |
| Comments: | i liked the tangent. and what i meant to do was disagree with the love it or leave it phrase. but yeah. i guess my point is that i might not love bush's america. but i love my america. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | FUCK!!! |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | Nightwish - Century Child |
| Comments: | http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php
http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php http://www.tompaine.com/articles/kerry_won.php KERRY FUCKING WON!! And this article is written by a Brit!! |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | nothing really |
| What is your favorite color?: | Sara, choose green and everything will be better. |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | Black Flag - "Damaged" Go Rollins Go! Young little Hank! |
| Comments: | Zach, I know what you're talking about now. Those same corporations who manufacture the electronic computer voting machines support the Republicans, but the machines themselves are not Republican-owned, per se. This was mentioned as having an effect in the 2000 elections as well... and it's in that book I bought in Minnesota "Everything you know is wrong"
Sara, "love it or leave it?"
"Love it... or leave it / I'll get beat up if I criticize it / You say you'll fight to the death to save your useless flag / You want a banana republic that bad / Why don't you go move to one?
But what can just one of us do / against all that money and power trying to crush us into roaches? / We won't destroy society in a day / without changing ourselves first from the inside-out / We can start by not lying so much and treating other people like dirt / it's so easy not to base our lives on how much we can scam / And you know it feels good to lift that monkey off our backs!
Thank you for the toilet paper / But your flag is meaningless to me / Look around! We're all people! Who needs countries anyway? Our land I love it too / I think I love it more than you / I care enough to fight the stars and stripes of corruption.... Yeah so I got off on a little tangent thing there... and no I'm not leaving the US. I still live with my parents remember? Actually, if I did move I think I would move to the Netherlands. I think I would become an actual citizen there. They seem to have it going on. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your quest?: | guess |
| What is your favorite color?: | black, like the arm band i have on my sleve demonstrating.... oh well i forgot to ask what it meant, but i assume it means that i'm mourning.... yes mourning. god i'm getting a little sick of the symbolism and protests. but alas, what else can i do? cause i'm not moving to fucking canada with you mother fuckers. |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | rain |
| Comments: | fuck bush. i'm not leaving america. he can lick my pro-choice ass hole. i've spent the evening making signs expressing my hatred for the man, and plan to march tomorrow in protest. and then i'm going to start a campaign on campus in which student will leave rotting eggs and cartons of milk in hidden spots throughout the buidlings that will correspond to signs on campus that say, "do you smell that smell? Its george bush rotting in the white house for 4 more years." because if i'm going to be miserable everyone is going to be miserable. i mean really, i've tried to be constructive, but now i'm just going to pitch a big old tantrum. and i'll say what i want when i want and i DARE some asshole republican to tell me i cant do what i want with my body.
and i dont think bush cheated. i think my fellow americans have failed me. and i'm mad at them too. and i hope they rot in hell right along with bush. but yeah. you guys move to canada. thats what he wants you to do anyways. love it or leave it. but me, i'm staying right here. and i'm going to follow my own moral beliefs and if my actions make george's god cry i really dont care. its my america. mine. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to answer jason's earlier question |
| What is your favorite color?: | black seems to be my latest trend |
| What is your mood?: | Hating Bush |
| To what are you listening?: | matt's copy of "id rather be wine drunk" by the city on film |
| Comments: | well, the information could quite well be faulty as it came drom the city paper. my mom was reading an article to me a few weeks/month back about several news stories that were conveniently over looked because they were small articles probably on the 5th page of whatever news papers they were from (must be those damn liberals fucking up the media, right?). but one of them was about new computer voting systems that were owned by republican backed/owned corporations. and of course the republicans were the only ones who wanted them. go figure. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | Also on that note |
| What is your favorite color?: | Green |
| What is your mood?: | Disenfranchised Youth |
| To what are you listening?: | Still the B-Boys, would you believe it? |
| Comments: | I even know people who were affected by absentee ballots never arriving. You all know my good friend Hayley? She applied to get an absentee ballot and it was never received. I wonder how many other Kerry-swinging college voters didn't receive their ballots. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To answer Zach's question about the voters not getting to vote |
| What is your favorite color?: | GREEEEEEEEN |
| What is your mood?: | Plotting a Revolution |
| To what are you listening?: | B-Boys |
| Comments: | Greg Palast
November 01, 2004 It's not even Election Day yet, and the Kerry-Edwards campaign is already down by a almost a million votes. That's because, in important states like Ohio, Florida and New Mexico, voter names have been systematically removed from the rolls and absentee ballots have been overlooked—overwhelmingly in minority areas, like Rio Arriba County, New Mexico, where Hispanic voters have a 500 percent greater chance of their vote being "spoiled." Investigative journalist Greg Palast reports on the trashing of the election. Greg Palast, contributing editor to Harper's magazine, investigated the manipulation of the vote for BBC Television's Newsnight. The documentary, "Bush Family Fortunes," based on his New York Times bestseller, The Best Democracy Money Can Buy, has been released this month on DVD . John Kerry is down by several thousand votes in New Mexico, though not one ballot has yet been counted. He's also losing big time in Colorado and Ohio; and he's way down in Florida, though the votes won't be totaled until Tuesday night. Through a combination of sophisticated vote rustling—ethnic cleansing of voter rolls, absentee ballots gone AWOL, machines that "spoil" votes—John Kerry begins with a nationwide deficit that could easily exceed one million votes. The Urge To Purge Colorado Secretary of State Donetta Davidson just weeks ago removed several thousand voters from the state's voter rolls. She tagged felons as barred from voting. What makes this particularly noteworthy is that, unlike like Florida and a handful of other Deep South states, Colorado does not bar ex-cons from voting. Only those actually serving their sentence lose their rights. There's no known, verified case of a Colorado convict voting illegally from the big house. Because previous purges have wiped away the rights of innocents, federal law now bars purges within 90 days of a presidential election to allow a voter to challenge their loss of civil rights. To exempt her action from the federal rule, Secretary Davidson declared an "emergency." However, the only "emergency" in Colorado seems to be President Bush's running dead, even with John Kerry in the polls. Why the sudden urge to purge? Davidson's chief of voting law enforcement is Drew Durham, who previously worked for the attorney general of Texas. This is what the former spokesman for the Lone Star State's attorney general says of Mr. Durham: He is "unfit for public office... a man with a history of racism and ideological zealotry." Sounds just right for a purge that affects, in the majority, non-white voters. From my own and government investigations of such purge lists, it is unlikely that this one contains many, if any, illegal voters. But it does contain Democrats. The Dems may not like to shout about this, but studies indicate that 90-some percent of people who have served time for felonies will, after prison, vote Democratic. One suspects Colorado's Republican secretary of state knows that. Ethnic Cleansing Of The Voter Rolls We can't leave the topic of ethnically cleansing the voter rolls without a stop in Ohio, where a Republican secretary of state appears to be running to replace Katherine Harris. In Cuyahoga County (Cleveland), some citizens have been caught Registering While Black. A statistical analysis of would-be voters in Southern states by the watchdog group Democracy South indicates that black voters are three times as likely as white voters to have their registration requests "returned" (i.e., subject to rejection). And to give a boost to this whitening of the voter rolls, for the first time since the days of Jim Crow, the Republicans are planning mass challenges of voters on Election Day. The GOP's announced plan to block 35,000 voters in Ohio ran up against the wrath of federal judges; so, in Florida, what appear to be similar plans had been kept under wraps until the discovery of documents called "caging" lists. The voters on the “caging” lists, disclosed last week by BBC Television London, are, almost exclusively, residents of African-American neighborhoods. Such racial profiling as part of a plan to block voters is, under the Voting Rights Act, illegal. Nevertheless, neither the Act nor federal judges have persuaded the party of Lincoln to join the Democratic Party in pledging not to distribute blacklists to block voters on Tuesday. Absentee Ballots Go AWOL It's 10pm: Do you know where your absentee ballot is? Voters wary about computer balloting are going postal: in some states, mail-in ballot requests are up 500 percent. The probability that all those votes—up to 15 million—will be counted is zip. Those who mail in ballots are very trusting souls. Here's how your trust is used. In the August 31 primaries in Florida, Palm Beach Elections Supervisor Theresa LePore (a.k.a. Madame Butterfly Ballot) counted 37,839 absentee votes. But days before, her office told me only 29,000 ballots had been received. When this loaves-and-fishes miracle was disclosed, she was forced to recount, cutting the tally to 31,138. Had she worked it the other way, disappearing a few thousand votes instead of adding additional ones, there would be almost no way to figure out the fix (or was it a mistake?). Mail-in voter registration forms are protected by federal law. Local government must acknowledge receiving your registration and must let you know if there's a problem (say, with signature or address) that invalidates your registration. But your mail-in vote is an unprotected crapshoot. How do you know if your ballot was received? Was it tossed behind a file cabinet—or tossed out because you did not include your middle initial? In many counties, you won't know. And not every official is happy to have your vote. It is well-reported that Broward County, Fla., failed to send out nearly 60,000 absentee ballots. What has not been nationally reported is that Broward's elections supervisor is a Jeb Bush appointee who took the post only after the governor took the unprecedented step of removing the prior elected supervisor who happened be a Democrat. A Million Votes In The Electoral Trash Can "If the vote is stolen here, it will be stolen in Rio Arriba County," a New Mexico politician told me. That's a reasoned surmise: in 2000, one in 10 votes simply weren't counted—chucked out, erased, discarded. In the voting biz, the technical term for these vanishing votes is "spoilage." Citizens cast ballots, but the machines don't notice. In one Rio Arriba precinct in the last go-'round, not one single vote was cast for president—or, at least, none showed up on the machines. Not everyone's vote spoils equally. Rio Arriba is 73 percent Hispanic. I asked nationally recognized vote statistician Dr. Philip Klinkner of Hamilton College to run a "regression" analysis of the Hispanic ballot spoilage in the Enchanted State. He calculated that a brown voter is 500 percent more likely to have their vote spoiled than a white voter. And It's worse for Native Americans. Vote spoilage is epidemic near Indian reservations. Votes don't spoil because they're left out of the fridge. It comes down to the machines. Just as poor people get the crap schools and crap hospitals, they get the crap voting machines. It's bad for Hispanics; but for African Americans, it's a ballot-box holocaust. An embarrassing little fact of American democracy is that, typically, two million votes are spoiled in national elections, registering no vote or invalidated. Based on studies by the U.S. Civil Rights Commission and the Harvard Law School Civil Rights project, about 54 percent of those ballots are cast by African Americans. One million black votes vanished—phffft! There's a lot of politicians in both parties that like it that way; suppression of the minority is the way they get elected. Whoever is to blame, on Tuesday, the Kerry-Edwards ticket will take the hit. In Rio Arriba, Democrats have an eight-to-one registration edge over Republicans. Among African American voters...well, you can do the arithmetic yourself. The total number of votes siphoned out of America's voting booths is so large, you won't find the issue reported in our self-glorifying news media. The one million missing black, brown and red votes spoiled, plus the hundreds of thousands flushed from voter registries, is our nation's dark secret: an apartheid democracy in which wealthy white votes almost always count, but minorities are often purged or challenged or simply not recorded. In effect, Kerry is down by a million votes before one lever is pulled, card punched or touch-screen touched. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to leave asap |
| What is your favorite color?: | baa |
| What is your mood?: | Angry |
| Comments: | yeah so lets all go together. you know what i dont get...everyone that i've talked to (on the exception of becca) fucking hates bush, and is really pissed off about this election...so HOW THE FUCK DID HE WIN!?!? ahh this is driving me insane...4 years is a long fucking time. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | to stock up on warm clothing... |
| What is your favorite color?: | maple leaf? is that a color? ahh... red and white!! O Canada! |
| What is your mood?: | Hating Bush |
| To what are you listening?: | Beastie Boys - To the Five Boroughs |
| Comments: | So uhm... well, I guess we're all moving to Canada.
Zach, where did you get your information about the new computer machines being GOP owned? I never heard that. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to ponder the election |
| What is your favorite color?: | not red |
| What is your mood?: | Angry |
| To what are you listening?: | currently nothing but frame and canvas was the last music i heard |
| Comments: | so, does anyone else wonder about the exit polls leading toward kerry? i know we cant do anything about it now, but im still waiting to see if anything like what to to black voters in florida happened this year. i dont know what upsets me more: the bush adminostration fixing the election again( keep in mind those new computer voting booths or whatever they put into use this year in some places are all GOP owned) or bush actually winning fair and square. fuck me. i guess canada will be recieving some new citizens soon. |
| What is your name?: | Sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to get out of the US |
| What is your favorite color?: | black |
| What is your mood?: | Angry |
| Comments: | yeah so fucking Bush won again. Dammit. I wasnt really going for either of them, but i would have picked Kerry over Bush anyday. That is if i was old enough to vote. Ahh i'm so pissed off. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | Democracy! |
| What is your favorite color?: | What color are democrats? Not green? |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| To what are you listening?: | Dead Kennedys - "Jello's Revenge" bootleg |
| Comments: | I went out and voted today! And I voted for John Kerry!
And some green guy that was running against SC House Representative incumbent Henry Brown. I just wanted to vote green even though I know that Henry Brown is gonna win. Anyway... this is interesting. South Carolina's voting is too close to call. We could swing for Kerry thus flipping back to a Democrat state like we had been in the 1960s. These are strange times. |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your quest?: | to get that asshole out of his big white mansion downtown... |
| What is your favorite color?: | blue in the face |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | "Power, Corruption & Lies" - New Order |
| Comments: | So not to sound like a nagging person but i have to... i sincerely hope that everyone got out and voted today. i did, and even though i live in DC where registered democratic voters outnumber republican voters 10 to 1 i had to have my voice heard and counted. it's a privelage so use it. if if george is victorious i swear to god, with all of you as witnesses, i am moving to canada for the next four years. that is all, i hope you have all done the right thing, oh and i also hope you all have not been annoyed by my ranting about the obvious. i would also like to add that i love my cat. that is all again. good day |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | by "call number" i of course meant "cell number"... duh. |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your favorite color?: | orange... like the pumpkin i carved last night that chandi says looks retarted... but i think it's lovely |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| To what are you listening?: | "Futures" - Jimmy Eat World |
| Comments: | i am tired. that is not unusual. why, i wonder, is that not unusual? hmm, maybe because i drink myself into a stupor everynight and work my ass of all day. yeah that might be it, i think i'll hang up the old bottle this week and try to get my thoughts in order and possibly my school work as well. thats a good idea. i haven't really talked to you guys in a while and i also wonder why that is. i wonder about a lot of things these days. oh well, if anyone cares to know my new call number is 843-822-1535. good night and sleep tight motherfuckers. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to congrats zach on recovering the mystery |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink still |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | nothing right now |
| Comments: | yes its brad. and he doesnt have a british accent. but he does like to cook..and drink...ALOT. haha we hung out all weekend. and i'm worn to shit becuase i'm used to being lazy.
well thank you matt, i had a good halloween..well actually...halloween i just sat in bed recovering from being drunk all day friday and saturday. but my weekend was fun. how was everyone elses? |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| To what are you listening?: | a cigarette burning |
| Comments: | i have so much to say but dont even know if its worth saying. i hope your all having a better halloween then myself. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| To what are you listening?: | Opeth - Orchid |
| Comments: | So like... I went to sleep this morning at about 8am having been up for 94 hours...
And I woke up at noon today. And I'm not tired at all... but I really want to go to sleep just because it was fun. Yeah. Fun. I missed sleeping... I had forgotten the enjoyment of the activity. -=-=-=- An old friend of my dad's is over here. They are all sitting around watching the game. But he stopped watching the game to talk to me. Basically for the past 2½ hours I've been talking to him about politics, Asia and especially Indochina, the US's role in Viet Nam. He's pretty conservative and Republican. But it was interesting.... yes... -=-=-=- So now i am starting to yawn, and I think I'll go nap some more. Goodbye everyone. Oh and look: Profile Views: 1000 Boo-ya! |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to solve a mystery |
| What is your favorite color?: | go to hell red |
| What is your mood?: | Feeling Zachish |
| To what are you listening?: | computer buzz |
| Comments: | so, this mysterious british man, who likes to cook, and has a sister that matt dated is apparently none other than brad heming. when he picked up a british accent,and the ability to cook is beyond me. this kid's got some 'splainin to do. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | hungover |
| What is your favorite color?: | hungover |
| What is your mood?: | Sick |
| To what are you listening?: | still the firebird band |
| Comments: | ok i'm hungover. and i feel like shit. but i'm still going to the fair tonight.
I've got some interesting news for you folks. This guy that i hung out with last night, the british guy who likes to cook...Matt and Zach. you guys know him. Matt you dated his sister when you were 15. I cant remember her name though. But he also knows Joe and Joel. Its a small world. He's on my friends list on myspace. Last page, his screen name is in some other language. other than that, yeah, i feel like shit. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to write something on here worth while |
| What is your favorite color?: | black, like my cafe uniform |
| What is your mood?: | Feeling Zachish |
| To what are you listening?: | the tv in the other room |
| Comments: | i havent posted on here in a while, and people have requested my presence so here i am. it's almost halloween, and im going to be a member of an 80s hair band, along with vadim and matt. im dying my hair black tomorrow night, although not for halloween as i'll be wearing a wig. its time for a change although i'll miss the hair on my face. oh well. i guess i kinda failed at writing something worth while. oh well, again. goodnight. maybe i'll be back if i think of something good. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | thank god its friday |
| What is your favorite color?: | poop |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | city at night...still |
| Comments: | yup, i'm going to a dinner party tonight with a british guy who likes to cook. its gunna be grand.
so the firebird band loves me. they told me so. go read my blog. HA. be jealous. they're my new best friends. ok i dont really have anything important to say. so i'm gunna go. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To Carry Things in Viet Nam |
| What is your favorite color?: | Yellow |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | Beastie Boys - To the Five Boroughs *** For some reason, this album I like a lot more than Hello Nasty... the latter was too intergalatic planetary for me |
| Comments: | Matt, them things helped you do a lot on your webpage...
I really haven't even FUCKING started working on getting the information for my presentation... I cleaned my room, washed my sheets, washed my clothes, looked for my glasses for like an hour... and found other ways to procrastinate like I'm doing now..... after I say the following, it's goodbye: I have been thinking about my part of the Viet Nam presentation... and honestly, I think I did enough research on last week's term paper that I've already got most of what I need. Sweet. BYE! |
| What is your name?: | matthew |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | was listening to at the drive-in and then boy sets fire, then back to at the drive-in, then to zach play guitar, then to kind of like spitting...and now...the tv is apparently on. |
| Comments: | i added 2 new poems, like 5 pictures of hey mercedes from new brookland tavern, a new picture of zach, theres a new quote on the front page. surpise suprise on that one right. um. i was adding more pictures but it said they were too big so im gonna work on that later. i also have some new 37s to add and probably some quotes or something. who knows. its crazy. crazy!
the count is now at 989! only 11 more left. |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your quest?: | to cheer up |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| To what are you listening?: | "Dear You" by Jawbreaker |
| Comments: | well that sure was a fun romp through the works of the firebird band. i have a hole developing in the jeans i am wearing and that worries me... they are my favorite jeans and good jeans are hard to come by. oh well. i went to a lecture tonight on the history of black films, it was really pretty interesting. after a year i am finally becoming accustomed and embracing "city life" i was just thinking that this is a really rad city and if i'm unhappy hear then it's my own fault. i can miss my friends and my home without letting it lessen the value of my experiences hear. yeah. i have a great new apartment and this guestbook, what else do i need. except maybe a beer and i'm going to get one of those right now.
"this is a story you wont tell the kids we'll never have...you are your worst revenge" |
| What is your name?: | j |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | and all the sleep you have missed, here's what you show for this - wake up, wake up, finish what you started (your English presentation) |
| What is your name?: | m |
| What is your mood?: | Poor |
| Comments: | i miss all my friends...as they were before. |
| What is your name?: | t |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | its dangerous for us to keep on writing each other... |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your quest?: | to not care that i'm no where near you |
| What is your favorite color?: | lunar eclipse red... |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| To what are you listening?: | "The Soft Bulletin" by The Flaming Lips |
| Comments: | so i found this very amusing, i was in my room a little bit ago and popped "the city at night" into my computer. cds automatically open in itunes and retrieve a track listing, band name, genre ect. the genre that it is filed under is "hiphop/rap". i thought it was funny and thought you may too. good night to you all. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I meant to say now addicted to the cd. its sad that i dont check my typos until after i've submitted. idiot. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I meant to say i'm now addicted to this Cd. its sad that i dont check my typos until after I've submitted. idiot. |
| What is your name?: | Sarah |
| What is your quest?: | eh. |
| What is your favorite color?: | eh. |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | City at Night...what else. |
| Comments: | yeah so thank you guys, i'm not addicted to this cd. and i find myself trying to get everyone around me hooked too. this isnt good.
i want to go to the fair, but not at night, i want to go in the middle of the day when there isnt a bunch of stupid people walking around. i just want to spin upside down really fast in piece. this sucks, i want to go home. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | to shut up your ass |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| To what are you listening?: | computer buzzing |
| Comments: | or maybe you could read your myspace mail on occasion. i would like to talk to you about my upcoming trip. |
| What is your name?: | taylor |
| What is your quest?: | to make two useless posts in row |
| What is your favorite color?: | none of your business |
| What is your mood?: | Hungry |
| To what are you listening?: | "Details" by Frou Frou |
| Comments: | i'm still at school which consumes, regretfuly, most of my days in whole due to poop scheduling on my part. i had just taken notice that the little guestbook thingy here has been missing something lately, like, oh i don't know, post from it's creator and his sidekick/roommate (how do you know he's not MY sidekick!) zach, matt, hello? oh well when you get time from your busy, dizzy lives maybe you could drop by this here thing and save me from the ramblings of jason and assorted girls whose names may or may not contain and H. until then, good day to you all. |
| What is your name?: | taylor |
| What is your quest?: | probably to complain about something |
| What is your favorite color?: | i going with blue today... |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| To what are you listening?: | "from a basement on the hill" by elliott smith |
| Comments: | hi... everyone should be aware that the fair is not the place to spend a saturday night. whatever matter fell off of the bottom rung on the evolutionary ladder makes up the fair... where the fuck do those people come from and why are they all in my face with elephant ears and other nonsense? wherever it is they should go back there with great haste. i, however, will be going to the annual drag races in lovely dupont circle. no i dont give a shit about cars, there is something you should know about these "drag races"... about 500 guys in drag wearing heels and running full speed up and down the streets of washington, i can't think of a better way to spend an otherwise boring tuesday night. and if you can i applaud you. that is all for now, i have school work to attend to. good day. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | jason. you have to go to the fair. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To Display a Guestbook Change |
| What is your favorite color?: | I thought it was necessary. |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| To what are you listening?: | Beastie Boys - To the Five Boroughs |
| Comments: | So I made a slight change to the guestbook. One, I corrected my previous misspelling of "horny" where I had an extra 'e' in there.
You may also notice the "What are you listening to?" box? Oh yeah... let's share with one another!! "We've got a president we didn't elect The Kyoto treaty he decided to neglect And still the US just wants to flex Keep doin' that wop we gonna break our necks It takes a second to wreck it It takes time to build You gots to chill" - Beastie Boys "It takes time to build" |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To not go to the fair. |
| What is your favorite color?: | When was the last time that you've seen the sun? |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I wont be going to the fair because I hate the fair.
Chris Broach hasn't responded to my message on MySpace yet. He hasn't even read it. He hasn't even signed on in a few days. I guess there's no place in South Carolina to get online... though he should be playing in Florida right now. The show was fucking wonderful. I really wanted to hear track 10 on the new album... but alas, there was not a guitar in sight. That's weird. Chris Broach's band... and no guitar. Woah. On a related note, Kerbloki, who opened for Firebird, is one awesome hiphop group. I suggest anyone who likes the hiphop (in like with the B-Boys, Run DMC, and Tribe) to check them out. I know I will be as I talked to one of the guys in the group. He told me the album will be coming out within a few weeks. During their set, the legendary Brizzoach stood right next to me and rocked out (hip hop funk style) to my right. And we both wear jelly bracelets. See what I mean? I could have been in Braid. I mean... if I played an instrument. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | saturday. we are all going to the fair saturday because i'll be in town and even though i'm sure matt forgot, he said he'd go on saturday. so yeah. i'll see you guys saturday night. shall we meet around 7ish? |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | firebird band |
| What is your favorite color?: | firebird band |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | yeah i've gotten used to the new cd...and i love it now. i feel another one of those "listening to the same cd for a month straight" phases coming on. uh oh. yeah so the show was fucking amazing last night. Cant believe Mr. Matt missed it! shame.
Ok so when are we going to the fair guys...i wanna go i wanna go i wanna go to the fair!! |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your quest?: | drunkeness id ness |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | beeer. apple juice. hornsbees. mmmm goodnesss. it takes too much to be happy. not tooooo much,justt the ingestion of goodness. mountain folk. dancing in hippie wind. happy birthday. we got a squirt gun to shoot my kittie with when i twas bad. and we jjust ended up shooting stupid girls gone wild advertisements on the tv. and light fiqtures aned anything elset that would explode. expplode. explode.
goodnight. |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your favorite color?: | thank you jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | so... just got in from seeing garden state again, that movie just keeps getting better and better. it really sucks that firebird cancelled their baltimore show, but i hope you guys have a great time. and yes, the city at night is indeed fabulous, just got it yesterday and can't seem to get enough of it. goodbye |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | I didn't forget... well, I was never really sure when your birthday was...
So... Happy Birthday Taylor! I hope you're having a good day. We're about to get on the road to go see the Firebird band so you know we're gonna have a good day... despite all the holdups we've been having. By the Way... "The City At Night" - fucking fabulous. |
| What is your name?: | Taylor |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| Comments: | i was watching the royal tenenbaums this morning and for the first time realized the sickening irony in the fact that they are playing elliott smith's "needle in the hay" in the scene where richie tries to kill himself. i usually have a little fit about elliott smith's death about once a week but i wasn't ready fir it this morning... i miss him so much, it's strange, of course i never knew him but when he died i felt like i lost a very dear friend. i really can't say that much more than that, he meant a great deal to me. his music is getting hrder and harder to listen too these days, it was a year ago this month you know. oh well, the world truly suffered a tremendous loss of an overly talented artistic mind when he died. i'll stop rambling now... i think i'll go see garden state again this afternoon, yeah that's a good idea. oh and in case anyone forgot, "happy borthday to me, happy birthday to me blah blah blah..." |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Oh Amy, I think its right. You're a Nazi. Definitely.
Actually, no its not that accurate. But its all about political extremities.... so there you have it. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | sleepy. so very sleepy. drank till 5 am. now i've got to go to class unprepared with a hangover.... fuck college life. in all its holy goodness. |
| What is your name?: | amy |
| What is your quest?: | kill you |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | i don't think this quiz thingy is that accurate because here's what i got:
You are Fascist What: Fascism Where: At the distant bottom-right of the politcal spectrum How: Fascism supports total civil opression, particularly for minorities, who were prosecuted. However, it does open up to a free market. It has been attempted and failed in countries including Italy, and socialist version of it called Nazism was tried in Germany. What political extremity are you? |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | You are Communist What: Communism Where: At the distant top-left of the politcal spectrum How: Developed by German politicians Marx and Engels in the book The Communist Manifesto, communists believe that society should be run by the workers. It has been attempted and failed in countries including Russia, China, and North Korea. What political extremity are you? |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I should definitely write more things while I am falling asleep. This went to Matt, who was away.
Emperor Chaos (1:52:58 AM): htats a nice song yo got there it reminds me of the days of old... io dind't really look at the song I just imained you'd either have one s an aaay messge or you would make a pciture of yourself. Do you think all of China had the atierla they neededt o make those flags |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | I think i was just here. |
| What is your favorite color?: | But i didnt see my entry |
| What is your mood?: | Mad at Jason |
| Comments: | I just made an entry in which i talked abut hte cat that came out of the window and started chasing me. actually I should consider the rest of hte mission together in secret. I can't led the guards kniow who I am. If word got out they would rebell everywhere. it is sad my lord. but can you please pay attention Ojdasjf'dopjf T###8504809584 Juimp into the water. I have created this portal that will brin g you all to safety. And Zach, this is how you write a term apaper. so technically the "ion" csomtue feell When you think about the #% o l jedi
-=-=-=-=-=- I don't remember writing this. I must have forgotten to press enter... I just returned to my computer 16 hours later. I'll submit it now, for your enjoyment. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to make it thought this work day |
| What is your favorite color?: | blah |
| What is your mood?: | Poor |
| Comments: | yup, so i thought i would be smart and try to balance my checkbook so in order to do that, i didnt deposit my last paycheck until everything else cleared my bank. but i did cash the check, and not its just barley a week later, and i have 5 dollars...out of 515 dollars. so much for that! haha
anywho, so i met this crazy hippie kid in downtown summerville the other day. actually he came into my store for something, and the next day i was browsing myspace and found him, and we started talking. and he's an effing trip.and apparently he walks around summerville alot becuase he walked right past my store yesterday (wearing no shoes), but he didnt come in to say hi. weirdo. haha anyways. thats all. bye bye |
| What is your name?: | vadim |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| Comments: | The FBI has seized Indymedia's hard drives in London without presenting a warrant or a charge of any sort. They returned them just as mysteriously. Matt and Jason: you're next. |
| What is your name?: | vadim |
| What is your quest?: | to fry things over and over again |
| What is your favorite color?: | shall we say... golden brown? |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | Mao Zeyoung, please read this story on our blessed administration's spending of federal money on Christian programs, and other such shenanigans. |
| What is your name?: | Shit's Fuckin' Crazy |
| What is your quest?: | Fuck That Mirror ) I break thee ( |
| What is your favorite color?: | color of what? cheese! |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | Damn fuckin' cat just walked by me in the mirror.
I'm stuck in Vietnam man. I drove home in the rain (NO THE MONSOON!) from Matt Tse-tung's house. There was a 20-foot Viet Cong who tried to attack my car. I sped away like an electric lizard on PCP and Crystal. Then about 20 minutes ago, there was a Viet Cong in the bushes in front of my house. He didnt understand English... and I forgot what happened after that. Then endersreflection came online. that's zahc, and he signed off fast to.. did i mention that damn cat? I'm all over myspace.... thought I saw a roach there... whats up with these incomplete thoughts fuckin a matt's online under the Pex Pex Syndro thing. And taylor just signed on and off... I'm talking to Jill... She is "aloetta" on AIM. its funny, shes had that screen name as long as I 've had emperor chaos. you guys know about Siruis. is a big start that makes up hte lg of tht guy....jjj I don't speak Chinese man... let me know what you did wit the microconverters. wow... i fell asleep... i think i was making sense until i fell asleep... |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | well. i had a good weekend. thanks for hanging out with me. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | i dont know whats going on. |
| What is your favorite color?: | poop |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | JOEL!! its been ages son. I thought you died or something. We miss you too...or atleast I do. I'm sure everyone else does as well. Come back. You know, as much as this place sucks, and as much as everyone talks about wanting to get out...this is my home...and its were i belong. I wish you'd do the same kid. I want that bum kid back, the one that would be on my sofa when i came home from school...the one that would just show up and stay for a week or so. Come back Joel.
Ok in other news...I'm sorry I havent been returning your calls jason. My phone was dead the other night, I left it on Tina's boat all night and it went dead. I've been hanging out with her alot becuase she's leaving for TX soon. But I'll stop by Matts house sometime this week. Talk to you fools later. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Yeah! There's this terrific squat downtown! |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| Comments: | i miss you joel. you always have a home to come back to if you need one. |
| What is your name?: | Joel |
| What is your quest?: | space bag |
| What is your favorite color?: | sunset blush |
| What is your mood?: | Poor |
| Comments: | of all the places i go and all the great times i have no matter how many new friends i make....i left a part of my soul with u ... and the empty hole feels like an absces growing larger every mile every friend every new bit of knowledge... every rail road tie... every box of wine.. every ticket and every summons... every dollar and every day every scarred vein...... its not the place its the people its the friends u care about... im glad u stay put... everyone else just dies
--------------------------------------- I can settle dow-own and be doin’ just fine Til I hear an old train rollin’ down the line Then I hurry strai-aight home and pack And if I didn’t go, I believe I’d blow my stack I love you ba-aby, but you gotta understand When the lord made me He made a ramblin’ man. Some folks might sa-ay that I’m no good That I wouldn’t settle down if I could But when that open ro-oad starts to callin’ me There’s somethin’ o’er the hill that I gotta see Sometimes it’s har-rd but you gotta understand When the lord made me, he made a ra-amblin’ man. I love to see the tow-owns a-passin’ by And to ride these rails ’neath god’s blue sky Let me travel this la-and from the mountains to the sea ’cause that’s the life I believe he meant for me And when I’m go-one and at my grave you stand Just say God called home your ra-amblin’ man. -hank williams Sr. |
| What is your name?: | Matt |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| Comments: | I sign the book least of all i think. i dont know why. i think its because people used to direct comments at me and so id reply, or something fucked up would be going on. but. there is none of that. i did update the 37 page. i dont know if i mentioned that or not. i might add a new poem i wrote tonight. if all permits. taylor needs to sign the book more often. its like his child and hes neglecting it. or something. i dont know. later. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | eh. |
| What is your favorite color?: | eh |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | ::insert something clever:: wait, i dont have anything to say. shit.
oh yes, now i thought of something. I hung out with Hetfield and Selina last night. It was funking Terrif. yes my new favorite word is terrif...as of..RIGHT NOW. so yeah, we went to see resident evil...and it was good. and johnny came to see me at work today ::blushes::. i think we're going to make plans to hang out tonight. someone call me. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | oh nuthin much |
| What is your favorite color?: | into the white |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | despite popular opinion, and by popular i mean jason's dumbass, i do in fact know how to read, although spelling's another matter. this guestbook definately comes in waves. there's been like nothing on here for months, and then all of the sudden,, there'e like ten new posts just in the last 24 hours. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | To See Firebird next! |
| What is your favorite color?: | Yellow like the Phoenix (Down) |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| Comments: | Zach doesn't know how to read so he wouldn't be here. Anyway... I saw the Pixies last night. And honestly, I'm in a bit of shock about it I think. I really haven't come to terms with the fact that I've now see the reunion of one of my most all-time favorite bands.
As far as the next show. Firebird band will be my last show. I told Matt last night that I've been putting off getting a job and I in a way justified this to myself by saying that I'd be seeing the Pixies and then everything will be fine. Well, as a special additional treat, I get to see Firebird. And that's it. Time to make that change. Caribou. |
| What is your name?: | not sara, with or without an H |
| What is your quest?: | i'm not sure yet |
| What is your favorite color?: | cornflower blue |
| What is your mood?: | Poor |
| Comments: | it seems that this guest book has officially fallen into the hands of saras, where are all the boys if i might ask. zach, you don't count. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to listen to the dashboard confessional. oh yes. |
| What is your favorite color?: | fat |
| What is your mood?: | Fat, like Jason |
| Comments: | yeah i just ate too much. and now i'm fat...again. damn. ok sooooo...i'm hanging out with Hetfield today! you all remember that crazy fuck right? "i'm dont drunk yet" guy. oh yes. He's back from Japan. So we're hanging out. woot.
Vadim, your'e right, i dont wish to talk to you about this over a guestbook...but seeing as how you dont reply to my emails its the only way, and yes i would like to resolve this, and sure i'll talk to you about it in person...in like 10 years..when i actually see you again. jason, i suck and i never call people when i say i'm going to...so punch me. in the Effing face. So i think i need to request the entire last week of October off, Firebird is playing on the 24th, then Brandston on the 26th, then Dead Poetic on the 28th. damn why cant i just be rich already. ok i'm done. back to the good ol work...someone please come get a phone from me, i've only gotten 1 out this month...ONLY 1!!! thats 10 freaking dollars! how am i going to live off of 10 dollars? someone spare me. |
| What is your name?: | , |
| What is your quest?: | ; |
| What is your favorite color?: | green... no wait, blue! it's blue! |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Oh yeah, and if your post doesn't show up, just hit refresh in internet explorer and it will be there when the page reloads.
Sara, I'm off tomorrow so call me if you'd like. P.S.- tell your friends to dance and if they don't dance then they're no friends of mine! |
| What is your name?: | Vadimer Putin |
| What is your quest?: | To once again turn Russia into a police state, with US backing this time |
| What is your favorite color?: | Red, predictably enough |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | There's a reason I stopped posting personal things like this on this guestbook even a while after the whole me, Matt and Jason battle. That reason is that it makes a piss poor medium for resolving things like this. If you really want to talk about this, please call me, or better yet, talk to me in person. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | so um. once again. there is a rumor that cyclone sara will be hitting charleston on wednesday (today) as soon as her clothes finish drying. maybe you guys didnt get the news flash the first time around, or whatever. but the point is. i'll be in charleston very soon. and i assume you all want to see me. so we should make plans. ok. bye. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | goddamit |
| What is your favorite color?: | FU |
| What is your mood?: | Angry |
| Comments: | ok so it did repost. just read the second one. its better. |
| What is your name?: | SARAH |
| What is your quest?: | TO RETYPE THIS WHOLE EFFING THING OVER AGAIN...AHHHHH |
| What is your favorite color?: | PINK. SHUT UP YOU FOOL |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| Comments: | OK now i'm pissed. Once again I just typed a long entry only to have the computer fuck up and delete it all.
Ok i'm over it. now back to what i said just 5 minutes ago... -Vadim: what blog are you talking about? I cant recall any blog in which i did any "shit talking" about you. If you're talking about the comment I made about how you say "how you figure" alot. My dear thats not talking shit. More like "teasing". Other than that I cant remember any time that I ever even brought you up in any of my blogs. And also, if i had planned on talking about you behind your back, then why would i post something in a place that i knew good and well you could find it?!! Please refresh my memory because I dont seem to remember. Anywho -Jason: yes you fool we are still friends. my phone just doesnt ring loud enough so sometimes i cant hear it. and i've been so Effing busy these past few weeks. I get off early Thursday and Friday...at 3:30. So i'll give you a call and maybe we can hang out. -EVERYONE: Oh and I've got exciting news...I PUNCHED RICHARD IN THE FACE THE OTHER NIGHT, AND BUSTED HIS LIP. it was fabulous. He told me to do it, but none the less it did do some damage...and after that i just couldnt control myself...so i punched him like 3 more times. Ok anyways, I guess I'll get back to work. Have a good day everyone. I'll see you next time on the...Dreams Lost Guestbook. dun dun dun |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to get to the bottem of the madness |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink already |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Vadim, what blog are you talking about? if you're talking about the one where i made a comment about how you say "how you figure" alot, then you've got a lot to learn, that wasnt talking shit what so ever...more like "teasing". other than that i cant recall any blog where i may had been talking shit. plus if i was trying to talk shit about you behind your back, i wouldnt have posted something in a place were you could read it!!! so please refresh me as to what you're talking about.
other than that.. -Jason, yes we are still friends. you cant just stop being my friend because my cellphone is an evil piece if poop. you big loser. i'll call you sometime when i've got a little more free time. right now i'm lucky to have enough time to use the bathroom once in a while. but thursday and friday i get off work at 3:30 because my boss hates me and is cutting my hrs back so this other girl can have them (really its because he's an old pervert and he thinks he can score with this 17 yr old girl. and he's like 65) but thats besides the point. so give me a call..or i'll give you a call. whateva. so yeah. i wont be hearing from Luke anymore (PRAISE THE LORD). i finally made a silly comment that offended him enough to delete me from his friends list and tell me he hates me. but whats funny was the comment wasnt made out to offend him what so ever. i think i said something like "i know you better than you know yourself" and that did it. what a freak. i hope he dies in a massive car wreck or something. I've never felt so much hate for a person before in my life. its kinda scary. ok anyways, i'm done with the blah balh blah. I'll see you all next time..on the Dreams Lost Guestbook. dun dun dun. |
| What is your name?: | cream of vadim |
| What is your quest?: | to be brought to a boil, stirred, covered and simmered for 15-20 minutes |
| What is your favorite color?: | vermillion |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | I'm just not really that happy about doing a research paper for 11 hours straight all of last night, going to school today and then to work tonight on no sleep
Matt, when you abuse Andre, he abuses you back. i can't believe you downed four bottles of the shit! that was fun, though a little excessive. we should do it again. Zach, I have figured someone's name I think you may have wanted to know. Jason, I am putting your game in my bookbag right now so it can lay around at my appartment rather than my house so you can someday get it back. Sarah, your myspace blogs. That is all. I would have liked to be your friend but that's hard to do with someone whose job is to give you shit. Taylor, it is good to hear from you after all this time. I'm sorry you aren't doing so well. Have you considered the benefits of ice cream or organized crime? I hear both are all the rage in DC. Sara: Come to Charleston already! We'll get high, ride around, get arrested... it will be great fun. Everyone: the new City on Film album is excellent, though I like the live version of "How a Helicopter Sounds" better. Strawberry-flavored $5 champagne has a fabulousness to it that the unfortunate majority has yet to realize, and I recently found out that it is legal for congress to alter past congressional records via a piece of legislation they made, which makes me pretty ill at ease, but at the same time puzzed at how certain parts of the record have not yet been erased. Any thoughts? |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | well i wish i could sleep,but i cant |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | yeah its late..ish. and i should be tired, well i am kinda tired, but i cant sleep...so here i am on the computer. and i'm running out of stuff to do on here. myspace sucks now...no one talks to me.
anyways, i went to this party the other night at this kid Matthews house, and it was really spiffy...i saw alot of kids from highschool there and it was cool. but we had to leave early because Beccas mom got all emotional and needed Becca to come home and comfort her, but by the time we got there she was passed out. so that sucked. But i think i'm going back there next weekend. So i went to the mall with Becca yesterday...just to look at some shoes that she wanted..and i ended up spending 120.00 in 2 stores. see what happens when you get money? dammit. but i bought these really cool shoes for like 5.00. they're black and pink checkers...and they're kinda ugly in that cute sorta way. its hard to explain, but i like them...so deal with it. ok...i dont know why i'm typing all of this because i know no ones cares. ohh..and btw. so this is for everyone INCLUDING VADIM! so i tried to say happy birthday and apologize for whatever i did to make you hate me...but instead of just accepting it you blast me with how bad of a person i am for talking about you behind your back. which if funny because i cant recall saying anything to anyone about you that i wouldnt tell you to your face. picking and laughing about stuff you did in the past doesnt count as talking shit about you. and actually i think i've taken this whole situation quite well considering how dishonest you were to me in the end. but none of that matters now..a year later. i just think its pretty shitty of you to insult me when i try to apologize. but whatever, i'll get over it. just thought i'd let you know. well everyone, i'm off to make a useless attempt at sleeping. gosh i wish i had some oreos and milk right now. damn ok goodbye for now. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your quest?: | to clean my room and do my homework |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | ugh. i'm locked out of my house again. so now i'm stuck at David's until he's done ushering at one of the plays on campus. his cat is really fat and insists on sitting in my lap while i'm on the computer. it also insists on biting me. so yeah... what are you guys doing this wednesday? because there is a rumor that cyclone sara may be hitting charleston. wouldnt that be exciting.
thanks for being concerned about my cat everyone. hopefully benny will have a few good years before the disease takes full effect. he's a happy little kitty right now. so last night my boyfriend took me to Cyote Kitchen for dinner and the food was excellent. Then he took me to a movie, The Forgotten, which wasnt so excellent. Then he took me to get icecream. Then we hung out with a few people. Then we watched another movie, Way of the Gun (which was good) and went to sleep. And it was our first real date date. and it was the best ever. because i dont think i've ever been on a real date in the traditional sense. and yeah, he makes me happy. |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | jason is an asshole. fuck him. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | cold |
| What is your favorite color?: | cold |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | aww i think i'm going to cry. poor kitty. i remember when we had to test Helga for AIDS and i was like "uhh well..she's spayd so she doesnt like sleep with other cats" adn the vet started laughing at me..and i felt stupid...like always. the end. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| Comments: | Sorry to hear about your cat Sara. Keep him away from other cats. Feline Leukemia is highly contagious. And I don't think there is a cure for it... we had to put my first cat down (but he also had feline AIDS, also very contagious).
I hope you don't have to put down your cat. I love the kitties. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | thanks for missing me sara with an h. i miss you too. benny says hello. you cant steal him though, my roomate might cry. so today we found out he has feline lukhemia. yeah... |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to squash ants |
| What is your favorite color?: | poop |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I miss you Sara without an H. You should come down and bring your kitten. So i can steal it. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | i have a kitten. his name is benny. he makes me happy. do you realize how long its been since i've come home to charleston? me neither. i just know, its been a long time. do you miss me yet? |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | i have a kitten. his name is benny. he makes me happy. do you realize how long its been since i've come home to charleston? me neither. i just know, its been a long time. do you miss me yet? |
| What is your name?: | taylor |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | hello all, it has been a while since i have wandered onto this little guest book. anyway things are pretty miserable in washington right now. i have just moved to a lovely new apartment and and still sore from the two straight days of moving large objects to and from trucks/cars.
Shitty things about my life right now: 1. I have not had time to unpack as of yet. 1a. My clean underwear are packed in a box i have not been able to locate. 2. School is not going as well as expected this semester. 2a. As a result of moving last week i missed 6 classes 3. I am very tired and I really don't have time to sleep more that 4-5 hours every night. 4. I am working full time aside from school full time. 5. I can't find my 4 disc two towers set 6. I can't find my brain 7. I am experiencing a loneliness i have not felt in a long time. the kind that keeps you lonely and depressed in a room full of friends. 8. I am feeling no creative drive AT ALL lately, which is even more depressing that being lonely. 9. Instead of school work i have opted to make this list. 10. My hair is too long. 11. Firebird cancelled their Baltimore show. 12. All of my friends are becing rockstars. 13. I am not a rockstar. 14. I have contracted quite a nasty cold/fluish type of thing 15. I hate my job 16. I am completely broke and have no food in my unpacked apartment 17. I am in dire need of an alchoholic beverage. 18. I consider dropping all of my classes and getting drunk about three times a day. Reasons 15 and 16 are keeping this from happening... for now. 19. I do not feel good most of the time. 20. I am restless in this life a good 95% of the time I am awake. that is all for now i hope that this has not been to tedious for anyone. i have a new number if anyone wishes to chat about things old and/or new. ti is 202-265-0097. Good day to you all. |
| What is your name?: | sarah is way cool |
| What is your quest?: | na |
| What is your favorite color?: | na |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Ahh another Monday morning, how ungrand. But this weekend was great! For one thing, i got Saturday AND Sunday off, that never happens!! So yeah, Friday night I went to a party with my friends Aimee and Daniel. And I was apparently s'posed to meet this guy Jeremy because they wanted to "hook us up". So we got there at like 9ish...and uhh i waited for this guy until 2 in the freaking morning before he showed up. And in the end he wasnt interested anyways...go figure. And Aimee got totally trashed and ditched me. And there was lot of drunk people there I didnt know...but apparently i was the "hottest chick" at the party, or so i was told by several drunken guys. And at one point, this Effing huge guy shows up at the party, i mean he's like 6'6. And he got really shitfaced, so i was standing sorta beside this guy, not on purpose or anything, and all of the sudden he pulls me down in his lap and keeps telling me I'm so Effing hot and he wants to have sex with me. I was really really scared, and everyone was standing around and NOT HELPING ME! So finally my friend Daniel turned around and I kinda gave him a look like "will you please get this drunk fool off me" so yeah he saved me, and that was really fucking scary. So that was enough partying for me for a while. lol.
So Saturday, I was out washing clothes when i got a phone call from that guy Johnny:0D The really cool one that I told you guys about, and he asked if I was busy, ofcourse i wasnt...and so we made plans to go see Garden State (amazing movie by the way), so yeah, we went out to dinner, and a movie, and it was great. He even picked me up from my house and payed for everything and it was so awesome. I cant say i've ever been on a date where a guys so polite. He's not really like anyone else I've ever met, he's very christian, and he doesnt curse or anything, i'm sorta scared i'm going to chase him off, becuase i'm not exactly the most ideal person for him. But I really enjoy hanging out with him. And he said he'll call me so we can make plans again, so i take it that means he's sorta interested. But i dont want to get my hopes up. Anyways. So that was my funfilled weekend. Yay. ps-will someone please tell Vadim I do not hate him, I only give him shit becuase he's my ex boyfriend and thats my job. Thank you. -Sarah |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | so its 4 am. i just got back from duhram. or however you spell it. i got shit faced at the bar. probably shook my groove thang too much. but i had a jolly good time. i think a universal memo went out saying, if you see a crazy girl walking towards your bar and her name is sara smith, not only should you not ID her. but you should put her and her friends on the guest list and let them come back whenever they want without having to the pay cover charge. and you should also bring them more drinks when you see theirs are empty. because thats what happened.i got the vip treatment. i'm so damn awsome.
but really tired. 3 hours is a long drive. and we just left this morning. after tripping the hardest i've ever tripped and probably will ever trip off these fabulous mushrooms i got the night before. it was entirely visual and the body buzz was insane, i was wieghtless. and we went running through the woods and got lost. and the three of us turned into a giant blob in the tent. and jason, i think the one who needs to come out of the closet is you. the parade was fun. bite me. |
| What is your name?: | the divine vadimer |
| What is your quest?: | to once again see the shine on your greasy little faces |
| What is your favorite color?: | medium well |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | there are four places on my body where burns have penetrated to the flesh. there a two where steel wool has scrubbed off the skin. i am somewhat appalled at this, but i can now grab things coming straight out of the fryer or oven with minimal pain. i really fucking miss all you guys!i'm sorry i have only been calling you guys so late, but i worked full time last week and still had school, and two in the moring is about the only time i've had when i haven't been galloping around like a rabid horse on speed. it is difficult to keep up with everyone and everything, especially if it's not within my walking distance. we should hang out tomorrow night. we should not, however try to kick down any doors except in the direst of emergencies. mrs. frees also wishes to hang out with us, if we so desire. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | Well after all these years... finally... Sara, I find it heartwarming that you've finally admitted to your lesbianism and you're going to proudly march about it!!
Well if you need some signs for the times I got the rhymes: 1) I just came out and now I'm ready to be cummin'! 2) Out of the closet I came You all should do the same We'll all have a lesbian gangbang Forget Men because this is no game! 3) No I won't lay on my back! Thinking that you don't know jack! I'm gay and proud, don't touch my rack! Everyone come out, including you Zach! That's enough for now. If you need some more, just let me know Sara. I'll gladly hook up a Lesbian any day. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | so i'm going to my first gay pride parade this weekend with my friends jess and moriah. its going to be a good time. we are going to camp out over night in durham. i'm not quite sure where yet, but i'm not that concerned. its been forever since that last march i went to. i cant wait to do some shouting. it'll be nice to get away from boone. do you guys have any suggestions for poster and sign slogans i can make and take with me? |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to punch jason |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | shut up you. i'm not conforming to your retyping trend. plus i have new thoughts now. but i cant remember any of them. you know, i should just shut up unless i have something important to say. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| Comments: | Fuck you then Sarah. Fuck you for not retyping. We are a group of retypers here. We don't pussy out. We retype. It's like tying your shoelaces. Or something. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | goddamit |
| What is your favorite color?: | fuck |
| What is your mood?: | Angry |
| Comments: | damn, i just typed this long entry to you guys, and i didnt fucking go though, i'm not retyping it so yeah..deal with it..stupid guestbook lol. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your mood?: | Fat, like Jason |
| Comments: | The mood above says it all. Nobody likes me
BecauseI'mFAT!But come on! I'm better than Richard. Someone hook me up with Becca somehow. Tell her that I'm white. and blonde-hair blue-eyed... just make up anything really. Wait I guess the above is true... so then make me black with a huge cock. Nicknamed Anacockda! |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| Comments: | well its been a while since ive signed this thing. weird. but anyways, why the fuck is becca dating richard? thats just fucking stupid. she should date jason if shes gonna date richard for fucks sake. Jason is cooler, cleaner, and needs to get laid much more than richard does. And taylor, i apreciate your advice on the id rather be wine drunk thing, except that i bought the cd at the braid show? someones getting old and cant keep up with the news it seems. HAH! um...theres probably alot of other posts i should reply to on here, but dont remember what they all say. i wrote this story called lucien, and it was about basicly a part of my life, not one of the better parts, but nonetheless a part of my life. and everyone in my workshop thought it was a good story, if under developed, but they hated the character lucien, aka me. and not like they hated him, it was written badly; but like they hated him, his character was an asshole. so i guess i really was an asshole. maybe still am. whatever. later. we should hang out sarah. why dont you call me or jason sometime? our schedule is as follows: monday and wendsday - free after 430, tuesday, thursday, and friday - free after 130. your the one who works everyday. :P and has anyone heard from vadim lately? he only calls me between the hours of 130 and 3 in the morning when im sleeping. later. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | eh, none today thanks |
| What is your favorite color?: | black and white polkadots |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | burp. ok. i'm getting over my illness..and funny that sarah without an H mentioned having a boyfriend, because i just met a super cool guy yesterday. his names johnnie. he listens to really good music, he's a bit older than me, hes 24. so i dont know if he would really have anything to do with me. but he came by yesterday to get a phone from me and we sat and talked for 2 hrs. and it was great, and we have alot in common. and he told me that he'd never met anyone quite like me, but i hope thats a good thing. and yeah, he send me an email today telling me he hopes i secretly took his number down yesterday, but if not he gave it to me anyways. so i take it that alteast means he wants to hang out again, and i told him to go see the firebird band and he's going, so maybe i cant get him to go with US! and it will be grand. he's really fucking cool too.
anyways, someone give me a call. i need to get out of the house...especially now taht i live with beccas parent... OH and i didnt tell you guys...guess who becca is dating....RICHARD!!!! isnt that disgusting. its fucking repulsive. i think i'm going to vomit. and they're always together, and it makes me sick. someone help me. |
| What is your name?: | taylor |
| What is your quest?: | to tell you all something fresh |
| What is your favorite color?: | braid blue |
| What is your mood?: | Elated |
| Comments: | post 436 records has released the city on film 6 song ep entitled "i'd rather be wine drunk"... it is good, go buy it now or i will make fun of you. post436records.com |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | so i like have a boyfriend. or atleast we are "dating." i forgot to ask him to clarify what that meant, but i'm pretty sure it means he's going to be dating only me. atleast it better mean that. anyways, his name is david. and he's studying computer stuff at ASU. and he's 6 months older than me. 6'2ish. blondis hair, blue eyes. slender. he's got a funny nose. likes video games and computer games. reads tolken. and is a really good kisser.
i'm going to bring him down with me whenever i go to charleston. i'm excited. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | ouch |
| What is your favorite color?: | ouch |
| What is your mood?: | Sick |
| Comments: | guys..i have strep, really bad. and it hurts. bring me some soup...wait, i dont like soup, bring me ice cream. and whats worse, i have to move today, so when i do get off work today, instead of just going to sleep like i want to, i have to move. i think i'm going to cry. i hate being sick. ok anyways, enough about me...
zach, everythings going to be ok, andtheother sarah does ahve a point, i tried that standing by mike thing when he was going though stuff with his ex, but it didnt get me anywhere. it just crushed me more. so forget my advice. i dont know the first thing about relationships, obviously lol. i'm going to come hang out with you guys soon...as soon as i'm better...waaaaa. |
| What is your name?: | taylor |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | i have returned... that is all. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | certainly not the first and wont be the last time i apologize for something |
| What is your favorite color?: | forget the colors |
| What is your mood?: | Feeling Zachish |
| Comments: | alright, so at about ten o'clock, while im standing aorund at work, i got really fucking sick of feeling sorry for myself and as usual, the best thing you can do is laugh at yourself. i still feel kinda sorry for myself, but im kidding myself anymore about it being this tragic loss. now on to apologies: everyone: im sorry for drinking and driving. no excuse other than im a dumbass. matt&amy: dear god im so fucking sorry i tried to break the door down. i dont even know what to say. the smoking thing i already talked you guys about, once again im sorry. everyone again: im sorry for being a little whiny bitch. the truth is, while i really like this a lot, im not in love with her, although i think there was definate potential. anyway, i just drunk and feeling very melodramatic and this morning i was still kinda coping with that. i think what really bothered me more than anything is the fact that every girl ive been seriously interested in over the past five years has been unavailable do to a previous or current relationship. i know you guys probably think i do this on purpose, but i swear i dont. i dont know.... im sorry for everything. dear god im getting all serious again. so enough. snooch to the noonch, y'all.
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| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Sad |
| Comments: | i'm not so sure if I agree with the other sara(h). i've done the whole "stand by their side and offer them relationship advice until they break up with their significant other and decide they are really in love with you" bit my entire life. starting with my next door neighbor joey ostrander. several other times in high school. and with wayne for years. all it leads to is wanting to slit your own wrists when the relationship advice YOU give give them works out, and they get back together with their girlfriend/boyfriend. its too emotionally draining. you say to yourself that well you care about them and therefore its worth it even to just be able to have what little relationship you do have with them. but it never works out the way you want it to.
so i'm here to say fuck it. and anyways zach i know you've already put yourself through that before with someone else. there's no reason to do it again, even though all of us usually do it again. but i like to think people can change. so here's what you do. get up in the morning and eat breakfast. go to work. eat lunch. eat dinner. smoke cigarettes. drink beer. read. write. watch tv. play video games. hang out with your friends. feel miserable for however long it takes. just live and do what you can to make yourself less miserable. but do yourself a favor and dont prolong your own misery. let her go off with her boyfreind and do whatever she needs to do. you being around wont change anything. because if she had a strong interest in you she wouldnt have started dating him again. and that is the only advice i can give you my friend. i'm sorry it didnt work out. oh and dont drink and drive. girls dont dig dead guys. Now on to me. I'm sitting here by myself babysitting the theatre I work in until around 10 o'clock. which is cool because i'll get paid to do my homework. but then again the question is if i'll really do my homework. i dont feel well. i'm tired and i dont feel happy either. there is this boy that i've gotten drunk with twice now. that i've been left alone with twice now. that i have pretty good reason to believe likes me. but every time i just get up and go to my room to sleep, leaving him on the couch when that critcial, "i'm about to make out with you" moment comes. and he's nice and cute and what not. you know, living and breathing (meets all my requirements), but I'm still really not that interested. i think i'm more interested in the fact that i've been able to not jump his bones when we are both drinking. i think i've lost my mojo. i think i'm just feeling detached from the whole world in general. woe is me. someone give me some fucking advice. |
| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | No Quests today, guv'ner |
| What is your favorite color?: | The Rain in Spain stays Mainly on the Plain |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | So anyhow... Zach... first of all, you can't be that mad over this girl that you haven't known very long, and maybe you know a lot about her but it can't be that serious. I believe you can take my word on this one, because it is where I went wrong so many times. And second, I don't want you to ever give me shit about drinking and driving as I have in the past.
Man, I never get on the internet or the computer anymore. Is something wrong with me? I mean, aside from logging on every so often to check my email and Utopia. |
| What is your name?: | matt |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | whats even better is drinking and driving, not realizing how to unlock a door and trying to kick/ram it down, smoking in rooms your not supposed to and leaving it there for amy to find and smoking in your room. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | to give zach some advice |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | Zach, dont sweat it, if it didnt work out with her and that guy before, chances are its not going to work out this time. you best bet is just to keep in touch with her, and talk to her, and let her know that she can talk to you, so she'll come to you when her and her boyfriend are having problems, and when they break up...whos been there the whole time...YOU! she'll see that. just dont let her know how upset you are. thats the best adive i can give, though i'm not much for making relationships work myself. my boyfriends just run away from me. but anyways. thats all for this post. enjoy. |
| What is your name?: | zacharias |
| What is your quest?: | my quest is over |
| What is your favorite color?: | failure |
| What is your mood?: | Sick |
| Comments: | last night i discovered the girl im mad over in fact liked me very much. this was about five minutes after i found out she just got back together with her ex. the same guy she was with for four years. and this was about 10-15 minutes before i went home and dove head first into a bottle of bourbon. whats worse? crying like a baby over this whole thing? or trying desperately to cry and failing miserably, even with the help of straight bourbon and the last track on pinkerton, playing over and over again? |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | hey i have a 37 for you |
| What is your favorite color?: | woot |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | ok, i sold a phone to selina's brother today. and his phone number was 532-77"37". not that big of a deal, but i figured i'd help you out. ok so yeah, i'm done. |
| What is your name?: | Arabela |
| What is your quest?: | arabela20276@aol.com |
| What is your favorite color?: | http://conditions-and-diseases.zared.com/Neurological_Disorders/Neurotoxicity_Syndromes/Alcohol_Induced/ |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | I like your site. |
| What is your name?: | zach |
| What is your quest?: | bleh |
| What is your favorite color?: | beige? |
| What is your mood?: | Tired |
| Comments: | ive been meaning to post on here for a while, but every time i come here i just have absolutely no creative energy and nothing to report. so i think i'll just ramble on for a little while. i have a headache which started right after a peticularly viscious sneeze at work. im tired and should probably go to bed now. but i wont. man, i really got nuthin' tonight. sorry. |
| What is your name?: | sarah |
| What is your quest?: | i'd like to sleep |
| What is your favorite color?: | puke |
| What is your mood?: | Etc.....? |
| Comments: | yeah so jason said something kinda funny yesterday...here it goes
"You going with us to see Firebird? Chris Broach will be there..." ok i thought it was funny anyways,and yes i'm going to see the firebird band with you guys, even if you uninvite me, i'm still going with you anyways. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your favorite color?: | well, roses come in many colors |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | so tonight my roomate is making me broccoli casserole. last night she made me vegetarian sloppy joes. i think i'm going to marry the woman. she can keep her boyfriend, he fixes the lights and other electronics. he's also supposed to bring us flowers (though, he hasnt yet). i want flowers. i'm tired of having to buy my own. someone bring me flowers. NOW!
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| What is your name?: | Jason |
| What is your quest?: | Which one? |
| What is your favorite color?: | The one that goes... "I'd do anything for love... but I won't do that"? haha! |
| What is your mood?: | Excited |
| Comments: | I gave Matt the idea for the "Matt out of Hell" thing... like the other day or something... |
| What is your name?: | Cera |
| What is your quest?: | to kill matt for getting that song stuck in my head |
| What is your favorite color?: | meatloaf |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | thanks matt, now i have the stupid meatloaf song stuck in my head. |
| What is your name?: | Cera |
| What is your quest?: | baa |
| What is your favorite color?: | pink |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | NO ONE CARES MATT OUT OF HELL! :0) Yeah you need more pictures of me, everyone needs more pictures of me. if you have more pictures of Cera, you're a better person! so just do it...do it. |
| What is your name?: | Like a Matt out of hell |
| What is your quest?: | to tell people things they dont care about |
| What is your favorite color?: | the color these blue tinted glasses make everything |
| What is your mood?: | Retarded |
| Comments: | I um got rid of a few poems and edited like at least 10 or so. im going to be editing and probably removing some more poetry in the next couple of days, just the stupud poetry. and one day ill scan more cool pictures. i promise. |
| What is your name?: | Cera |
| What is your quest?: | to spell my name Cera |
| What is your favorite color?: | yellow |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | i was loosing all hope in this guestbook for a while. no one had written. but i've regained my faith. god i have a headache. so yeah, uh...this sucks. |
| What is your name?: | sara |
| What is your mood?: | Happy |
| Comments: | help. the hurricane is attacking me. i havnt seen wind like this in a long time. we walked in it to the jump little children show. the show was great. heather and i had an excellent time. except for the scary walk there and back. she cant even drive back to her house right now because of the storm.
well i'll talketh to yous guys laterz. |
| What is your name?: | crazy pillow head man |
| What is your mood?: | Hungry |
| Comments: | give me some candy! |
